Walking in the Air

Candy Canes

2012-01-06T14:47:00.000-05:00

Another year has come and it's time to brush of the dust on our boots and face the adventures ahead. I can enjoy the holidays as much as the next person, but I'll admit I'm glad they're done. Now let me enter my little rant:
Many claim it's the best time of the year, but I would beg to differ. Though I enjoy celebrating Jesus' birth and chillin with family it's a relief reaching the holiday finish line. Call me a humbug, but the chaos of the season tends to damper my festive spirit.
Now let me shift gears and reflect a sec on what 2011 has meant to me. I am grateful. This past year has treated me well, in fact, it may have been the best time of my life. The beautiful people I've met and places I've seen I count all a joy. I have learned to love deeper. walk slower, and cherish more all the good in this world. I begin to tear up thinking of the grace I've received, all the love I have felt, and I pray 2012 will be even better.
So! With a new year comes a lot more new bands to shout out for!
First off I have to mention a group I heard about several months ago called Hope for the Dying. These guys are a beautiful blend of progressive, shred, and metalcore with a few drops of death and a melodic twist. They are a good and true representation of what Christian metal should be. Caught a month ago and was impressed by their live performance. With piercing lyrics and incredible guitars singing I hope these fellas really make a name for themselves!

My next shout out goes to the legendary band In Flames. Lately this group has really gotten under my skin. They made a stir in Europe when they came out as being one of the best extreme Swedish metal bands around. Starting their work in the early 90's their art has changed over the years, but all still remains a masterpiece. I adore bands that carry their melody in the guitar. It takes a true proficient and Björn Gelotte is master of his gift. With a variety of sounds and influences In Flames stands out to me being bold, slightly whimsical, and potent in their deliverance. I hope to catch them in Chicago next month and I look forward to catching their perfected art up close!

One of my goals for 2012 is to read all the books from BBC's The Big Read list. It's their top 100 books one should devour and I've already tackled a lot (considering I was a literature major in college) and I'm excited to meet this goal! First up, To Kill a Mockingbird. Classic, raw, and beautiful. A treasure among literature I tip my hat off to Ms. Lee. So happy Friday dear ones!

USA

2011-11-16T19:08:00.000-05:00

Well hello there! I'm back in the US of A folks and it feels good. I hit American soil last week and have felt a little lost since. It's been wonderful to hug loved ones and see familiar sites, but there is a slight emptiness in the pit of my stomach. Good byes are never easy and parting with Finland was no exception. Life is full of meetings and partings, it's part of it's beauty and tragedy. At least music has been my constant. I've been clinging to my tunes and enjoying some new bands. I know you're dying to know what they are! There are a lot to mention, but The Man-Eating Tree and Omnium Gatherum are two Finnish bands that have really captured my heart.
With unique melodic vocals and haunting lyrics The Man-Eating Tree provides something different for the metal scene. Taking on a very melancholy feel and beautiful imagery this band may at first come across glum, but once you have close listen you feel their passion. With slow riffs and gentle vocals they can sweep you away into a dreary dream topped with sweetness. There's a sense of calm and clarity in their musicianship I love listening to them when walking the streets of the city, I can think when listening to them. It's wonderful. Listening to them now makes me miss Finland.

I caught Omnium Gatherum at a show in Tampere Finland in September and was a fan instantly. If you enjoy melodic death metal this guys are the cream of the crop. Hailing from the small town of Karhula they aren't big name rock stars, but they really love music and what they do. This is evident in their passionate performance and real love for their fans. I had the privilege of catching their show in Milan earlier this month, because they kindly added me to their guest list, thanks guys! Their music swells with empathy to various emotions and they can easily carry you away into their melodic metal madness. I've had their album on repeat for months, I can't get enough of their surreal-like, haunting, powerful guitar melodies. They're strong and elegant in their sound and lyrics. Finland is a land full of poets!

Now Nightwish, my favorite band of all time is coming out with a new album at the end of the year. I am beyond thrilled and this song is the first single of that album. I cried with excitement has I watched this. Enjoy dear ones!

2011-10-15T07:19:00.000-04:00

The suitcase is in a corner unpacked, my cloths are folded in a drawer, and I have a shelf in the refrigerator. I'm happily nestled in the east corner of the city now and it's great to call a place home. I reside about an hour away from where I work/lived before. I have the joy of catching two different trains now and sometimes with my chaotic schedule I can take up to eight trains a day! Impressive I know. I read, listen to music, and most of all people watch. I'm not creepy. We all do it. Everyone and their mom hops on those trains so I like to admire the beautiful differences God has made in His creation. As I wait on the platform, doing a little dance in the cold to stay warm, it hits me how blessed I am to be in this country. Good thing I'm writing a book about it 'cause I know I can dote about it for pages. Which I won't do here. Don't worry. Everyone needs to visit Scandinavia at least once in their lives though. What a rich experience it is. Not sure how I feel about parting from it in two weeks actually. But I'm not gonna lie, I'm looking forward to going home. It's been ten months and nothing sounds better than curling up in my own bed and sleeping for a week. And I could use a good hug from my mom. And I could use some Starbucks. And I'm looking forward to Christmas. Is that weird? I want some snow. The days are getting shorter here. The sun is getting lazy and she won't hold her beautiful head up high anymore. My mittens are unpacked and boots now cleaned so I feel prepared. Bring it on Finland!
I caught one of my favorite bands last week in Helsinki. Amorphis is one of the groups that got me interested in Finland. All their lyrics are from the Finnish epic poem Kalevala, which I ended up reading after listening to their beautiful songs. From there my love grew from Finnish music to Finnish literature, and then to just a love for the country. My Kalevala copy has traveled in my suitcase these last ten months being a faithful companion on some lonely nights and the band was able to sign it for me. It meant a lot. It was a incredible show dear ones. Happy weekend!

Tomi Joutsen. Metal god.

Niclas Etelävuori. Lovely bass player, lovelier person.

Suit Case

2011-09-14T14:45:00.000-04:00

Oh it's here! The trees are sprinkled with color, the air is crispy sweet, and my sweater is out from the bottom of my suitcase. Hello Autumn. I've missed you. Life is a beautiful frenzy at the moment. In the middle of my dream-like time in Finland I went back to the States for a wee bit. Yeah. God likes to keep me on my toes! Well now I'm back in Finland after a short time away and it was a splendid return. I really missed it. Usally when I leave a place I don't think of it for a while, but being away from Helsinki my thoughts often drifted back to it and now I see how my heart is really attached to this place. I'm in Tampere Finland for a week or so and it's so exciting seeing more of the country. I get to travel to a few different spots and it's helping gain not only a better perspective of this country, but I'm getting to understand, to know it on a deeper, specialer way. Being North the Fall is coming quicker and it's been quite rainy/chilly which I just love. Good thinking weather. I've wanted nothing more than just to sit, drink some tea, and think. I feel invigorated by the clouds and color. My spirit stirs over the splendor Suomi holds, both in it's nature and people. So much to explore and discover. I've been here just over a month and I only got 2 left, but I want to turn every rock over and see the sights.
So it's not cheap living in this fine country and to keep costs down I basically hop from one open bed to the next. I love visiting the homes of the gracious people who don't mind putting me up for a week(s). I haven't unpacked in almost 2 months and it's such a exciting feeling, I'm kinda a hobo!
But let me tell you my friends, being a hobo isn't all fun and games! Sometimes I do get a bit disoriented or lonely. Yet there is a wonderful cure! I always have my music to make me feel at home.

What I'm listening to:

Amelie is a beautiful movie about a beautiful girl. To assist this story there is beautiful music. The French got it right on this one. Majestic movements and sweet sounds firmly hold this score. There is a perfected gentleness that the piano carries in this film. Listen and escape.

Ensiferum. Folk metal at it's best. I caught a show back in march by these fellas and was really touched by their musicianship and energy. They revisit times of old in their songs by creating haunting sounds with traditional instruments and writing story-like lyrics. Gripping and fearless they present a strong front of talented, heroic, and passionate metalheads. If your up for a rocking jig check 'em out! Enjoy and continue to dance dear ones!

Dark Green

2011-08-23T16:06:00.001-04:00

Moi Ihmiset!
My dear friends. I have been in the land of Suomi for one month. The wonder and dazzle only gets stronger. I may play it cool, but let me tell you, I still haven't gotten over how wonderful this nation is. I am working with a church that is on fire, loving, and eager. It has been such a breath of fresh air coming to this country being greeted with such kindness and warmth. With smiling faces and sincere care the body is making me feel most welcome. I've slide into a spot on the staff board at UCC and am doing everything from making copies to writing a book. Yeah, a book. Unlike this blog it actually has to make sense and stuff. Kinda a big project. I'm writing about Finland, my experience here, and the church/OM. Researching gives me a good excuse to silently observe and soak in everything. Finland is a blessed nation. Literally one of the most beautiful places I've ever been. It's green in both ways, the air just smells clean and there are trees everywhere. There is no break between city and the forest, they're combined. This really reflects the Finns love and respect for nature. One of the many reasons why I think they're coolio. The people here are beautiful. Passive, but with a kind demeanor, distant, but passionate. It's been an adventure getting to know the locals. I spend a majority of my time downtown. You know my love affairs with foreign cities, Helsinki is no different. It being such a young city the influences for it's structure are all over the place. It's a city that you can't take just one picture of and expect to capture it's essence. Helsinki is a place you need to take in as a whole. It's not a top tourist spot, but a place you want to live. The capitol is a place you want to get acquainted with and understand. Again, this reflects the people. Not being able to place my figure on it's exact design or history makes it all the more intriguing. I love Helsinki, because of this and because of the sea. It's right on the Baltic and to be by water again makes my heart happy. The past month as been a real summer, so being by the water and taking in it's fresh smell, the cooling breeze hitting my face, and the watching the waves as the dances with glitter in the sun is simply wonderful. It's surreal that I'm finally in my dream. How good is the Lord?

What I'm listening to:

Amberian Dawn is a good symphonic metal band from the place I'm actually livng, Espoo Finland! I saw the former keyboardist in the mall the other day. Funny. I enjoy their rather classic sound, they don't stand out in in particular way, but still give a beautiful sound.

Ludovico Einaudi. I listen to classical when I write. Einaudi is one of my favorite. His playing enchants me. He keeps it simple, leading with the melody is a gentle yet strong way which creates a lot of depth to his sounds. His playing soothes, the sweet sounds grants clarity and I'm able to write. Been my number one this past week.

Times of Grace. OK. This band is incredible. Under the title of metalcore this duo dares to expand that term by providing dynamic and melodic album. They have swept me off my feet by their passionate lyrics about faith and struggle. As followers of Christ these lads may scream into the mic, but there is an obvious joy and beauty in their sound. The lyrics speak to the heart and their guitar/vocal melodies caress the ears. Check em out, may not be your cup of tea, but learn to appreciate the art out there that is for Christ's glory.

What I'm reading:

I have a stack of books all telling me about this wonderful country of Finland. I've made it through a few highlighting as I go. I'm currently tackling the one called the A Short History of Finland by Fred Singleton. It's actually really interesting, precise and clear. Inspiring to when I wrote my own short history on this nation. The next two months are gonna fly. Life is good. Cheers dear ones!

Cheerio UK...

2011-07-16T07:50:00.000-04:00

Evein' folks. Just sitting here enjoying a typical pleasant English evening with the cloudy skies and slight chilly breeze. I like the cool nights, but it's hard to remember it's actually summer! It's hard to imagine that if I were in the states right now I'd be on the beach sweating and soaking up the sun. Now I'm just curled up in a hoodie thankful for how God makes the world so different and special. Speaking of cold, I'm moving to Finland in 9 DAYS! As things are coming to a end here in Halesowen UK I'm left in a bit of a frenzy. Yet I am too ready/stoked to let the packing or tying up loose ends deter me from my excitement. Finland has been my goal, my dream for nearly 3 years and to be this close gives me such butterflies. England has been an amazing learning experience and I've been so blessed to have lived here, but ya know that feeling when it's time to move on? Yeah, it hit me a couple months ago! So it's right to wave good bye to this island and head north to be planted in a place where I hope to bloom. I'm just finishing up my cup of tea so that means I better wrap up this post. There is a change on the horizon, a new adventure to be taken, it will be hard to sleep tonight as my dreams of the future will only get my heart more pumped! ;)

What I'm listening to:
To calm me down a bit I'm listening to the amazing death melodic band Insomnium. Gorgeous, haunting sounds filled with passion and beautifully bleak lyrics. Other bands I can't stop listening to is Within Temptation's new album. Look it up. Listen to it. And be moved into another world full of color and hope. Sharon Den Adel really is one of my vocal heros.

What I'm reading:
And since my life has flipped upside down over the last two months (in a good way) I have actually had time to read/breath. I'm conquering the book Abarat by Clive Barker. It's a pleasant read. Nothing earth shattering, but very sweetly written. Cheers dear ones!

2011-06-12T11:22:00.001-04:00

So. It's June. How do I feel about that? Rather befuddled. In someways it feels like I just got off the plane and wandered into this foreign country of tea and manners, but in other ways I feel like I've been a loyal resident of Halesowen for years. It's incredible how I can say I'm moving to Finland next month. Next month! I'm actually getting butterflies at the thought of finally going. The thought of sharing Jesus in this very foreign country puts me over the moon with wonder and excitement folks. Come visit me there and I'll buy ya a drink and we can talk about the weather. So weather is funny. I live on a hill and much to my dismay there are no trees in our little English yard. The sun is currently beating down on us now and though it can be quite lovely I don't think I've squinted my eyes so much in doors. Random fact. Check.  So my life has shifted from being in a constant frenzy of disaster to endless chaos of goodness. This has happened very suddenly and I'm still playing catch up. It's amazing how people can effect you. Good or bad. Many persons have waltzed in and out of my life over the last few months and it would be nice to put things on pause right now. Ever been in a situation where you know something is temporary, but it's just so good you never want it to end? Then you try not to get too attached, but it's just so hard! Is it worth it to invest and give even when you know you're going to lose it all? Tricky question. I think it takes one of strong heart with a selfless spirit to enjoy and embrace people no matter how long they're in your life. Give and share. I hope to be like this someday. To love without hesitation.
With life being to full (now in a good way!) I have little time to pick up a book. And when I do, I like to glance over ones I've already read, since they're all like friends and are a big comfort. When I get home sick I pick one up and it's like being with an old comfortable friend. Same with my music. Just going into my library and picking some of my favorites is like coming back to a place of refuge. I've been in a more rock 'n roll/soundtracks type moods lately. The bands that have been my haven this week are Black Stone Cherry, Alter Bridge, and the King Arthur soundtrack by the one and only Hans Zimmer.
This song here is so peaceful and sweet that it really stirs the soul to feeling warm. I love this movie and it's score. Zimmer is my hero. Cheers dear ones.

Metalcore Nancy

2011-05-22T18:03:00.000-04:00

It has been far too long my friends. My absence from this blog really reflects how deprived I've been. I never get around to scooping out the little pleasures I take in life anymore. It has been unfortunate since my heart gets rather stir crazy when I'm not able to express myself in such ways as writing nonsense on a pointless blog. Yet. Do not fret, because I am starting a new chapter here in England and I really hope to breath a little deeper now. I want to slow down, look around, and take in the extraordinary life God has given me here. It has become a blur and to see clearly again is much needed.
So bear with me folks. I going to be a bit of a negative Nancy and rant rather ugly like about this country I currently reside in. So basically England is funny. Many consider the US and England to be similar, but this is false. I come from the Midwest. Oh how I am proud of the direct, friendly, and casual demeanor the bread basket of America has. Some may call us quaint, but I call it the best. Of course I'm biased, but as a Midwesterner, England is everything opposite of the best.
Great Britain is not a typical cold culture country. They are reserved and conservative, but unlike most nations, when you gain their trust and build a friendship the coldness still lingers. I see the best of "friends" here only talk about the weather and still just spill pleasantries over each other. Where's the substance? The honesty? In my opinion the most important thing here is keeping face. Manners and etiquette are more important than friendly honesty. This is not a bad thing. I do not think they are in the wrong, but it's just the opposite and where I come from and it makes me a bit sad to see such closed off people. They are caring and I do not doubt their goodness, but the this whole idea of manners first I will never understand. Regardless, living here in England is educating and humbling. It's been four months, two to go, and then let the next adventure begin!I've had to wear my big girl pants a lot since I've been here. Sometimes they're not that comfortable, but having responsibility doesn't mean all fun and games. To coincide with my entertaining yet stressful life I've turned to…you guessed it! Music. I've been in this funk lately where I only want something hard, fast, and basically something that feels like your getting punched in the face. Metalcore is just that. I can't stop listening to the incredible bands As I Lay Dying, War of Ages, and Silent Citizen. Each one is charismatic and harsh. Offering substance with their heavy sound and epic lyrics. I've really grown to love this harder stuff and when I need to escape these guys can pound out the frustrations I carry almost instantly. Cheers to metalcore for keeping me sane!

2011-03-16T07:40:00.000-04:00

Beautiful brick laden streets, misty rainy weather, and ancient buildings surrounding me holding years of history in their walls. I might be falling in love. The West Midlands is an area of England that isn't consider "ideal". Yet even with it's reputation this city holds some special treasures. Birthplace of the industrial revolution Birmingham is a dark 'n dirty 'n gritty city. There seems to be this sort of filth laying on this city, resting on the window sills, as if they can't ever get rid of the remaining coal from the revolution. Being heavily bombed during WW2 some areas still feel broken, creating tough hearts in the locals. Birmingham is a town full of working class people, which keeps the churches empty and the pubs full. Yet there is an enticing feel with all it's imperfections. My curiosity is raised every time I go into the centre of the city. What building will reveal some of it's painful past? Which street will lead me to a new cafe where I can build a haven? Birmingham holds a sort of misshapen, less than beautiful romance, but it still speaks poetry. We will be a good match I think. Already I feel a connection to this city. Though not as strong as some of my other city affairs, yet time will tell if my heart can really be taken away by the industrious, raw, and poetic depths of Birmingham.
Music is my liberator. These past two months have been filled to the brim. As I nearly tip and spill I can run safely back to metal and it cools the heat from the chaos in my life. I have been trying to spend every spare minute looking for live music in the city. I have discovered a magical place called Scruffy Murphey's. It's a pub in the southern part of the city offering free metal gigs every weekend. I have seen some amazing tight groups there. I really enjoy the underground scene. So real and fresh, the talent that comes though that rock pub is vibrant and alive. Sworn to Oath is one of the band's that has really caught my ear. I can't stop listening to their EP.
Another group I've gotten more into lately is As I Lay Dying. The energy and lyrics are so inspiring. As Christian metal artists they give me hope and confidence to keep pursuing my dreams. Another excellent band a long those lines is Demon Hunter. Again their lyrics give me hopeful shivers and their passionate playing gives me strength. Incredible and inspiring musicians.

I miss blogging. I do not have internet at my house and talk about a complete disconnect from the world. I feel a bit cut off my reality, but maybe not having internet everyday is making things more real? Anyways, happy March dear ones. Enjoy these hopeful days of the coming Spring! Cheers!

2011-02-12T13:41:00.001-05:00

Greetings from the UK! It's so good to be back in Europe. It already feels like home. Birmingham is a lovely city and I can't wait to get to know it better. It has been a very busy 3 weeks and my brain hurts recalling all the amazing things that have happened. Last weekend we had a day off and I went exploring downtown and discovered a few treasures. The best one was this pub called Scruffy Murphey's. It's a heavy metal pub where the locals who wear their leather proud gather. Since Birmingham is the birth place of metal it felt historic being among such colorful characters. They had a sweet gig going on this tiny stage by their downstairs bar and it was like being among family with hair flying, guitars singing, and seeing the uniform of black across the front row. It was surreal experiencing metal in a new culture. It wet my appetite for more. I really am making it a goal of mine to dig deeper and discover more underground metal in my time here. I have 6 months to embrace England and at the rate we're going I think we'll be best friends soon. The people are lovely, the scenery is breath taking, and I'm proud to call this home.

What I'm listening to:

Stratovarius came out with a new album at the beginning of the year and I have to say I can never get enough of this classic power metal act. Though I am still getting acquainting with the album I'm not head over heels for any song particular. They kept it safe and continued their original sound which is always good, but not really special. Timo Kotipelto vocals continue to impress with his wide range and sheer power of sound. It's a good album and I'm excited to get to know it better!

I can't stop listening to this song! Accept's album "Blood of the Nations" is epic. These guys have been around for years and they still kick it. The duel guitars in this song give me the shivers. If you need a fist pumping hair twirling tune this is for you. Rock on and cheers dear ones!

So long, Farewell...

2011-01-14T12:46:00.000-05:00

12 days. I leave for Birmingham England in 12 days! I wish I could say my bags are packed and I'm ready to go, but I'm not quite there. I have been in this blissful state of unemployment for 2 weeks and doing nothing has kept me so busy time is flying! With lighter black circles under my eyes, sore legs from working out everyday, and my nails done to perfection it has been an amazing last few weeks. I am ready to take this adventure. I'm ready to leave these shores and explore Europe was once again. The only down side to this whole moving thing is saying good bye. I've never been good at farewells, knowing you won't see someone you love for a very long time is never easy. With every last hug I gave and every last endearment said I am starting to really examine my relationships more. Was I a good friend? What more could I have done? Starting this new life I am now looking over my shoulder seeing the road I've been on for so long and rethinking a lot of my journey. To be honest, I don't regret much. Being stuck here in Michigan has been an adventure unto itself. There is always learning to be done and I feel very educated looking back on all the people I've met and places I've seen. I am blessed. I don't like good byes, but it's worth it having so many beautiful people and places to part with instead of none at all. It's worth the risk of saying hello even if a good bye may come all too soon.

What I'm listening to:

I know I've mentioned here before how much I love soundtracks. Last night I listened to Braveheart's score twice all the way through. It's like taking a journey, as you listen through the score you are moving through the story and it's like watching the film all over again you are seeing it through the music. I always notice the music in a film first, but when you have just the music before you it gives such a pure and elegant picture that captures the film's story in such a special way. Though I do not consider Transformers to be a very well written film the music is exceptional. It has pleasantly accompanied me while writing this post and I greatly enjoy its inspirational arrangements. It's a good listen. Check it out!

What I'm reading:

Brian "Head" Welch has truly touched me with his story. Brian, former guitarist of the rock band Korn, became a Christian several years ago and now writes to help others. Sharing his own tale is inspiring and has strengthened so many. Reading his book, "Save Me from Myself" is very eye opening to the darker side of the rock 'n roll world. He writes plainly about the filth that haunts the music industry. He also captures the beautiful hope which Christ gives and him sharing he conversion is really amazing. Since I know a little about the world he is coming from it has been a real comfort to read his story personally. I get to see him next week speaking at a local church. I hope to meet him and thank him for his work. Great book. Great guy! Happy Friday dear ones. Cheers!

Too much Foam

2010-12-29T19:32:00.000-05:00

The sun has said good night already and it's not even 6 pm. How the days are short! Time is fickle. I know for a fact these next few weeks are going to fly! I only have one more week left at my job and I am thrilled to pieces to say good bye to that place. Things are finally starting to change. It's only 4 weeks until I leave for England! As I get ready to start packing I am overwhelmed with excitement for this next step in my life. I cannot adequately express to you how ready I am to move on. What adventures lay ahead! I hope to keep this soap box of mine alive during my travels. I know I will continue to explore my music world and of course I will need to share it with you all! Here are a few of my faces. I have many.

Alrighty then! That was fun :) So I hope Christmas was splendid for you dear ones. Mine was pleasant. But I'm so glad to take down the bows, throw away the wrapping paper, and eat Christmas dinner leftovers. I cherish the birth of our Savior, but I do enjoy going back to normality. Too much green and red for me. I'm here at Panera enjoying a no foam chai. Yeah, they just left the cup half empty. They didn't add more milk, what kind of hotel is this?? Call me picky (it's the barista in me), but when I order a drink I want my cup full of something! There are too many things in this life that are handed to you half empty. Why focus on the foam of things? Why not replace some of the petty lightness of this world and replace it with deeper, heavier, meanings? Don't just have the choices of being foam/light and half empty. You go to the counter and get your full cup! Ha. Can you tell I'm not just talking about lattes anymore? Life can be so rich, how cowardly we are for not going up to the counter and getting what we ordered. Wow, I may have taken that too far, but let's be more optimistic shall we? It was a good chai, warming me up on this very cold day. Winter in all its glory is here and I'm not scared. In fact, I laugh in the face of these dark months. Armed with Ugg boots and hot beverages I'm prepared. So dear January, I am not afraid of you. The cold? The gray? Bring it! Hope you are warm and cozy this fine evening dear ones. Stay inside and listen to some good music. I just turned on Iced Earth. How appropriate! This guys are classic heavy metal. Hailing from Florida these southern boys always provide some good head banging material. Also, some good bands on my list this week are Orphaned Land (the best metal band I've ever heard of the Middle East), The Agonist (some of the best death vocals from a female singer!), The Man-Eating Tree (wonderful melancholy Finnish metal awesomeness!). So this was a completely pointless post. I love it. Cheers!

Tis the season

2010-12-09T20:05:00.000-05:00

Once again it's that time of year to drag out the twinkle lights and dust off the ornaments, yes, the holiday season is upon us! Warning: major Scrooge like scribbles ahead. I really would like to skip Christmas for a year. I would love to ignore the evil grasp of consumerism that our commercially induced society has tightly put around us. The pressures of putting up red and green every year might be getting to me. I'm ready to get back to the basics. A simple, pure approach to Christmas would be most welcome. Keep to the truth of it, keep to the basic traditions, and then maybe this headache from listening to "Winter Wonderland" will finally go away. What if I don't feel like singing Christmas carols? What if I don't feel like hanging up a socking? What if I just want to reflect peacefully, quietly on the birth of the Savior? I have to admit the relief I feel after the holidays, it's nice when we don't set such particular expectations on one another. Why do people turn their noses up so high when I don't want to coo at every precious house decoration? Anyways, you get the point. Ha. Moving on...
So my vacation was spectacular! Filled with many marvelous metal shows, 6 shows in a week! I would have to write a novel to gush over all the music awesomeness I experienced so I'll just share few snaps to give ya a peek! Enjoy dear ones :)

Nevermore!! Caught these guys at the end of October, such a good show at Reggie's in Chi Town.

Kim from Blackguard. I've caught these fellas 8 times and they rock each show!

Such dazzle, such energy. The one and only Paul Ablaze of Blackguard.

Blackguard at Headliner's in KY

Scar Symmetry!! At Headliner's in KY, one of my favorite death metal bands!

Per, guitar hero :)

Lars, clean vocals for Scar Symmetry, beautiful pipes!

They put on a good show!

Ives of Epica. Love his shirt!!

Classic diva. In a good way! I love Simone of Epica!

Isaac of Epica is a beast on stage.

The fellas in Epica at Headliner's!

I love front row :)

Lovely woman.

Excellent lead. Mark of Epica is a perfect performer with such spirit and skill!

Acoustic moment in the show an otherwise loud metal awesomeness.

The legendary Rave was my hotel view! \m/

Blackguard at the Rave in WI. Love!

Scar Symmetry!! More love.

Epica at the Rave. Epic show.

Mark is my hero.

Blind Guardian!! So blessed to have caught these gentlemen at the Bottom Lounge in Chicago!

Amazing show. I feel like I was a part of music history!


Andre of Blind Guardian and myself. Very sweet man.

There are a few gigs I didn't take any snaps, saw Epica in Detroit at Blondie's and while I was at the Rave I also caught Forbidden, they were playing on the stage next store! I also caught Arsis and Powerglove last week at Reggie's. So it was a great vacation. I had a lot of time on the road, and met a lot of amazing people. I can't wait to move, so ready for a new chapter where its all new. Only a month and a half left on this side of the pond!
Some bands I've been listening to are Gojira and Mors Principum Est. Both are heavy, fast, and equipped well with haughtily beautiful sound. So I promise my next post will consist more of just negative rambles and metal...haha...who am I kidding...

2010-11-13T18:19:00.000-05:00

The evenings come quickly these days. The sun runs off too urgently in the winter. Yet it leaves me with excuse to snuggle up in doors and read, watch movies, and catch up on my music listening. I've purchased so many amazing albums lately. Whether in the car, on my computer, or even at work I'm playing music or humming along with the jukebox in my head. As my crazy weeks are becoming a unpleasant memory, I'm starting to have a life again! With more time to work out, read, and just sit quietly have been a few very missed pleasures these last few months. I'm taking a vacation in a few weeks, and I couldn't be more ready! I'm planning on following some of my favorite bands around the Midwest at the end of November and I can't think of a better way to spend my time off! Epica, Scar Symmetry, and Blackguard are all special bands to me and they're all on the same show! This month is looking up!

Two Albums I'd like to mention is Harmony's Chapter 2: Aftermath and Blind Guardian's At the Edge of Time.

Harmony is a band I've had my ears on for a while. Though they're pretty inactivate their music is brilliant. Hailing from Sweden, they label themselves as a Christian progressive metal band. With clear memorizing melodic vocals, captivating lyrics, and a strong down beat with killer riffs I highly recommend them! They're under one of my favorite labels, Ulterium Records, who host some of the best Christian metal bands out there. So glad I finally got this album, it's very powerful in the way they carry they're heavy sound with the angelic vocals. I feel encouraged listening to good white metal!

So Blind Guardian has been around for years and they are a dear metal classic! At the Edge of Time carries on the legend of their epic power metal sound. I am a big fan of their drummer, Frederik Ehmke, for he's in another amazing band called Sinbreed. So the best word to use for their latest album is epic! With such powerful orchestral arrangements on several of the numbers gives a very bombastic flavor for the whole album. Even so, there is a great variety with brilliant folk melodies, slow melodic parts where Hansi's vocals shine, and even their classic medieval sound makes an appearance. It's a beautifully constructed piece of work filled with such solid musicianship. As one of Germany's best power metal bands these gentlemen never disappoint!

I think I've shared enough goodies for now. Enjoy this fine evening dear ones. Till next time!

Blustery

2010-10-28T16:29:00.000-04:00

The last couple of days have been so windy it has nearly knocked all the leaves off the trees. It has been a glorious Fall with bright colors and warm sunshine, but now looking out the window the trees are all exposed. The world is becoming dim showing the bare gray branches through the bleak sunlight with the once cool crisp air turning bitter cold. I do believe winter is just right around the corner folks!
I dislike my long absences from blogging. It's good for the soul to shout out words across the internet every once in a while, but due to various distractions I have been detained for far too long. But do not fret, the slight disarray in my life is clearing up! More reasonable work hours are on the horizon and I can actually see me having time on my hands to do things I want to do in the near future! On that note let's dive in to some exciting things Rosie has been discovering :)
It had been over 6 weeks since I went to a concert when I caught the Jagermeister tour a few weekends ago. Slayer, Megadeth, and Anthrax were conquering the stage in Grand Rapids and I really wanted to go check it out. Such legendary bands so close I could hardly resist, but duty called and I went to work. As I was pulling in to my job they called me off for the night. I had two hours to get to the gig. Did I make it? Did I get front row in the bleachers? Was it epic? Yes. It was an incredible evening filled with intense brutality, metal head armies moshing, and such a volume made your head could explode. I was smart and wore ear plugs. I girl should never be with out them! It was a stadium gig which is fun, but I still dig the club shows. I'm hitting one up Friday at good old Reggie's in Chicago. Catching Blackguard and Nevermore. It should be a great gig and I'll be sure to report in detail. Don't worry ;)
When I'm in a mellow music mood I usually turn to Monastic chants or to the band Harmaja. Monophonic chants from the 12th century are some of the most enchanting and haunting voices I've ever heard. Carrying such eloquence and strength through the Latin lyrics leaves one so hopeful, so comfortable. Though I enjoy the full complete sound of metal, I do like the simplicity, the purity, and clear sound of monastic chanting.

I discovered Harmaja several years ago through their lead singer. I'm a huge fan of JP Leppalioto and whatever music project this guy has been involved with I've loved. Haramaja is an acoustic band that sings all in Finnish. It sounds very melancholy, very humble, and soothing. Almost like a sad lullaby. JP's voice has such a rich rough organic tone to it which fits so perfectly with the sweet piano and guitar melodies. There is such a valued passion in them preserved in their quite approach to music. One doesn't have to be loud and bombastic to project a strong powerful sound. I love this band. Check 'em out and be soothed :)

Can't really update my reading situation unfortunately, I'm in between good books right now. I've been waiting for one to arrive from amazon and I'm getting impatient! So until I crack the covers of that, or until I have another concert adventure to share, or until I get the time to spit out more randomness I will update! Till next time! Cheers dear ones!

Dave Mustaine! Great performer. Great show!

Megadeth!!

Slayer!!

Autumn

2010-09-29T23:30:00.001-04:00

September has come and gone leaving me with little to say about it. It is officially the third season of the year, when the crops are gathered, leaves fall, and the world is painted in a vintage hue. It's my favorite season. Clearly. How can Fall not inspire you? The colors and cool air energizes me! Where has that time gone when I wanted to conquer the world? As I sit here and think about the past month I really have to concentrate. My world continues to quickly spin and I'm still rubbing my blurry eyes. Working only 45 hours this week is a walk in the park compared to my normal 60. Making that money and paying the man has consumed my life. Life is full of steps and seasons. I'm taking a small step and weathering this busy season hoping to reach a more amicable season while taking a leap. So here's to dreams! Let's keep the fervor, hope, and love alive and bright!
Considering that I've lived under a rock for the past month (didn't make it to that show before my birthday. Totally a bummer) there are no colorful reviews for me to spill, I know, I can hear the gasp of disappointment now...
BUT September has been a glorious month for awesome new album releases! Aaaaaand I may just share a few with you! Excited? That's what I thought!
I've mentioned all these groups before, but I will indulge you all further with my very professional opinion regarding their new tunes! ;)

First off Kamelot! The power progressive symphonic metal band we know and love! They're newest came out about two weeks ago, 'Poetry for the Poisoned' and I'll be honest. I wasn't that impressed at first. Of course it was brilliant, but sounding much the same as the past two albums. Yet the more I listen the more I'm coaxed into falling in love with it. Getting over the initial disappointment of not getting something new and special I'm getting used to the familiar awe-inspiring vocals of Khan and the sick sweeping riffs. There are a few new delights though one being that the bass is much heavier! The presence of the bottom sound is rich and full which surrounding the beautiful string and orchestral arrangements nicely. Though I won't promise something new and fresh I do recommend this album for more of the wonderful classic Kamelot!

Secondly, I just received the new Volbeat album, 'Beyond Heaven/Below Hell', digitally, hope to buy a real copy once the prices go down, because they haven't had an official US release yet. Lame. The little I've studied it so far has blown my mind. With a contemporary and creative new sound while keeping the classic Volbeat themes means I'll be leaving this Cd in my player for a long while! This band never ceases to amaze me with their colorful fervor, endless talent, and beautiful poetry. Here's one of their new songs that tugs on my heart every time I hear it. Please enjoy!

Thirdly, Death Angel's album 'Relentless Retribution' came out a few weeks ago and it's a freaking rage party! I bought it last week and I tell ya, it's the best way to get pumped up in the morning! Wanting some of their older sound they went back to some of their roots and dug up that anger and angst they had then. I love Mark's screeching vocals pierce with precision, Mark's/Ted's/Damien's riffs to perfection, and Will's drumming to pulsing madness. With a lot of guitar elements, heart, and girth this album is a hearty helping of good thrash. They are some of the coolest guys I've ever hung out with and their genuine hearts are really evident in their awesome music. So good! So brutal!

Fourth and Final! Apocalyptica's '7th Symphony' came out at the end of August and it has taken over my car cd player since then, of course only leaving for the ones mentioned above! So this album is simply a masterpiece. It paints a full mural of their work from classical to metal. With wondrous vocals and moving instrumental pieces this album has so many beautiful elements that it easily keeps you addicted. It's delectable how they conquer both genres of music with such grace, talent, and then having such variety within those genres! I've mentioned before how I love their aesthetics and this album is no exception. It is beautifully composed with its slightly dark classic sounds, the fullness of the rich strings and intricate drumming. This is probably my favorite album from them. Another amazing band of guys. True gentlemen, true talent, and true music. Love.

Some other awesome albums I can't get enough of is Katatonia's Night Is the New Day, Dommin's Love is Gone, and Dreamtale's Phoenix. So much good music so little time! I'll be back soon to spill more worthless words! But ya know, it feels good just the same to spit them out into the world. So good night world and sweet dreams!

Busy

2010-09-06T18:59:00.000-04:00

Hello world. It has been way too long! These last few months have been a blur. Both of my jobs have decided to double my hours which is super, but 50 hours or so a week can kinda wear you down! So my life this past month has been all work or me on the road catching some gigs. August was the month for shows! I've been to 6 gigs in 3 weeks and it's been amazing! Someday I'll catch my breath, but for now it's time to run with life!
Right now I'm listening to Katatonia, I hope to catch them next week in Chicago. Very unique sound. Very smooth melodic vocals, almost like a metal lullaby. It's my birthday next week and I can't think of a better way to celebrate than to rocking out with some Swedes. So what do I want for my birthday you ask? Oh nothing big, just my own place, a bike, and a million dollars. Thanks. I'll accept cash. So it's nice to be back here at good 'ol Panera sipping some coffee, catching up on some music news, and just relax. Having days off is so rare for me now that I appreciate time in a whole new way.
I won't go into much detail of the many epic gigs I've been to over the last couple of weeks, but here are some snaps! They alone express a lot of the awesomeness I've experienced lately!

Taking Dawn! One of the best up and coming rock bands out there! Saw them at the Bottom Lounge in Chicago. I've seen them 3 times and they bring it every time. Four passionate, funny, and sweet guys make up this band hailing from Las Vegas. With classic sounds, catchy lyrics, and sweet riffs I'm a huge fan!

Alex of Taking Dawn singing and playing at the same time! Love!

VOLBEAT! I saw my boys three glorious days in a row and each show was magical. I stood front row, sang every song, and got to hang out with each of these Danish rock stars till the wee hours of the morning! I love following bands and having the privilege of knowing these guys is truly amazing.

Michael owning his solo. His tattoos are memorizing. This man writes some intense poetry and has such a gentle demeanor. I admire his talent, enjoy his music and his company. Brilliant man.

Thomas and Anders doing what they do best. Took this shot at the show in Grand Rapids. Not crazy about the venue, but decent enough sound to get lost in the rock 'n roll!

This is Jon. Don't be deceived. Though having the reputation of the quite serious drummer type it is most false. One of the best parts of these shows was getting to know him, because he's hilarious! And this is his happy face!

Ooooooh Anders. Great bassist. Great guy. 'Nough said.

Apocalyptica! I caught them last week in Chicago, seeing them at HOB was really special. Such a great stage. They rocked hard as always and we had a really fun time at the after party. They bring such life and beauty to the stage. Playing such a variety that it sweeps you through 70 minutes feeling like seconds. I felt breathless afterward from such a good metal high! FYI, Eicca is beautiful.

Paavo! So entertaining to watch! Full of energy on stage, and just plan full of it off stage! Such a sweet flirt. Really enjoyed getting to know him and the other boys in Apocalyptica. He's taught me all the important phrases in Finnish ;)

Perttu plays so sweetly. He nearly floats on stage, moving angelically, and brings soul to the stage.

Mikko! Lovely drummer! Fun to have a chat with and really crazy on stage. He brings such a special element to the band.

Love.

More love.

Their backdrop was so beautiful. Everything they present to the world carries such elegant and magical aesthetics. So good to see these boys again!

Just Mikko and I chillin at the after party.....

Loveliest.

This is Dir En Grey. They co-headlined with Apocalytica at HOB. They are a crazy Japanese metal band. I have never been in such a crazy pit before. I wish I could have enjoyed their unique sounds, but was fighting for my life. But it was fun :)


Dommin! I caught these guys before with HIM in April and didn't care for them, but now I'm a big fan! They opened for Volbeat and I liked them more and more with each show. I caught 3 gigs and was impressed by their playing and showmanship. They brought heart and a unique sound to the stage and after getting their album I can't stop listening to it! Really nice fellas :)

I have a lot more, but I won't keep boring you with my flattering rants. Another gig that I don't have any pictures from is Soilwork, who I caught again in Kentucky at the Headliner's Music Hall. Cool venue! Kentucky gots some sounds yo! I really went to see Death Angel again because they freaking rage out on that stage. It's good for the soul! Such a good show! Even Swashbuckle has a big place in my heart. As for the other two bands who played that night aren't really worth mentioning again, in fact, I didn't even watch Soilwork, I went and chilled on the air conditioned tour bus till their set was done. Haha, anyways!
Like I've said, I've been a bit busy! Fall is just around the corner and I'm so excited. Bring on the scarfs, pumpkin spice lattes, and lovely Autumn colors ! I adore Fall, the crisp feel in the air is so relaxing and hopeful. Enjoy this Labor Day dear people, reflect and relax for me!

Love, Pain, and Bombastic Sounds.

2010-08-05T19:39:00.009-04:00

I'm listening to incredible tunes provided by Pandora right now. I have a Hans Zimmer station and it's amazing. Zimmer is one of my favorite composers. I see my music through a lens created by his work, and those like him. I've worn out my copy of the Gladiator soundtrack and I just listened to Pirates of the Caribbean the other day. His bombastic, haunting, yet elegant style takes on so many wondrous sounds that I just get engrossed by his melodies. I grew up on soundtracks. Starting with the Little Mermaid I've always enjoyed the variety and uniqueness a score from film has to offer. My classical background and my love of soundtracks has lead me to metal. Starting with the bombastic and special sounds of symphonic metal bands my love and passion has grown from there. I feel like a twelve year old boy when it comes to my utter intrigue, curious hunger, and love of metal. I'm not sure what I want to do for the rest of my life. I have dreams of course (maybe a few too many), all I know is that I would really like to live a life filled with music. From personal to professional. I love tracing back on themes in my life that have shaped me to who I am today. OK. I'm done spilling now. :) Thanks for the listen!
I haven't had a day off in over a week and I'm a little tuckered out, but when I get a chance I like to pick up a book sometime! C.S. Lewis is a brilliant author. I adore his books. Right now I'm going through A Severe Mercy, a autobiographical book by Sheldon Vanauken. Truly heart wrenching and beautiful. A tale about true love, pain, and friendship. Not a hard read for the language, but for the contents. It feels so good to be so touched by a book again.

I came across this sweet band the other day and I can't get enough of this one song! They are very new and don't even have a website yet, but I can already tell I'm gonna like their material from the one song available here: Hangover Hero. So fun!

Ginger

2010-07-28T19:48:00.000-04:00

Evening friends. Is anyone else ready for the summer to be done? I know that's weird, but when you live in a seasonal town it becomes exhausting with all the extra people and traffic. I love the Fall. Don't get me wrong, hitting up the beach and bon fires is super, but have you ever wished to have things more quite? To read more? To just listen to the silence? I'm of course at Panera now sipping on some green tea like substance containing ginger I think listening to Sentenced. Today is my first day off in a long while and it's pleasant to just be!
Last week I caught the show of Soilwork, Death Angel, Augury, Mutiny Within, and Swashbuckle at Reggie's rock club in Chi-town. What a line up! The fine gentlemen of Swashbuckle put me on the guest list and I just knew it was gonna be a most excellent evening. I got there in time to catch the last two songs of Swashbuckle who were, as always, killing the stage! Love those boys in all their pirate glory! Fabulous. I stood to the side enjoying the gig with a more laid back approach. It was nice to take in the show and the audience, to observe both creates a very different feel than just focusing on the band in the front row. It was a smaller audience, but very enthusiastic. Mutiny Within strolls on bringing attitude and swagger. When bands rock I enjoy a good swagger, but when you suck I totally get ticked off at their macho-like approach. I saw these boys back in April and was not impressed. They lack heart, the lyrics are weak, and maybe they're just too inexperienced! Some not even old enough to buy a beer so I try to give them grace and I admire their hard work, but I'm just not a fan! I don't like dissing bands, but every time I see these boys I'm disappointed. I'll be catching them a few more times when they tour with Epica in the Fall so I'll give them one more chance! Then Augury conquered the stage bringing all their very unique/weirdness with them! Definitely an acquired taste, but they are very good at what they do. Personally I enjoy a little more melody than what technical death metal has to offer!
So I knew Death Angel was gonna be great and honestly, they blew my mind. They have such a awesome reputation so I was stoked to catch 'em live and I can see why the world loves these thrashers! Hailing from the Bay Area they come on stage to drag you into a sort of frenzy which ends with you wanting to punch someone in the face. So brutal, but so fun at the same time. Mark, the lead singer is a beast with dreads to his bum and his presense soaks up the attention of the crowd. But all of them got involved and carried the audience to new heights of rocking out. The bass was played with preseason, drums beat hard, and the guitars soared with sick perfections. After such an epic performance I was really pumped for Soilwork. When the final act came on and I jammed to the first couple of tunes, but then I realized I was bored. For some reason their playing was just not interesting. Their grip on the audience was light, their stage presense was non existant, and every song sounded the same. It felt like a routine, not like a show. They're weren't playing for their Chicago fans they were working. I admired the precision of the vocals and overall good sound, but I plopped myself down half way through and just admired the general ambiance. Soooo I was slightly disaponited by Soilwork since their recorded stuff is so good! But on the other hand I was blown out of the water with Death Angel! So it was a great gig overall and I really like Reggie's. Really good staff and nice bar area. I chilled with some of the guys afterward and getting to see how sweet and fun they all were made the night even better! I may or may not have gotten home till 6:30am, but that's the price ya gotta pay if want to see good gigs! What? Metal in Southwest Michigan? Ha! But seriously, I love Chicago, the opportunities are endless there. I may even move there someday. But let's do Europe first and see where that goes. Less than 6 months to go! Not that I mind steaming milk and pulling shots all day, but I'm ready to go and explore the world some more! Cheers!

Cellos and Bunny Ears

2010-07-20T19:09:00.006-04:00

I might be on the road to recovery now. Some mean virus decided to torture me for a week now, but not for much longer with my new nifty antibiotics! Never been so happy to take a pill!
Even in the mist of tissues and cough drops I ventured out last Friday to Pontiac Michigan to see Apocalyptica! We were running late so I bought the tickets over the phone and thank goodness I did, because construction plus rush hour in Detroit made a 3 hour drive a little longer! We arrived right before doors were supposed to open, but you know nothing ever runs according to plan so we stood in the 90 degree weather for an hour getting pumped. Once we were let in, we walked briskly to the front of the stage and were greeted by the cool darkness of the theater. I was already a fan of the place. When Hollow Drive took the stage they announced they were a local metal band performing acoustic for the first time ever. Yeah. I have to admit it was painful. From my bleeding ears due to the consistent flat notes and from the obvious embarrassment the band felt.
After that torturous experience I nudged my way to the front row and before I knew it the fog machine was rolling and the lights went dim. Then the mysterious Eastern sound of "Wherever I May roam" broke out over the strings of three glorious cellos. I was immediately taken away by their bombastic classical/metal sound, intricate playing, and their powerful yet sexy stage presence. They did everything from covering Metallica, playing a few old songs, a few from World's Collide, and a few brand new pieces. What a ride from headbanging to silently and reverently listening, Apocalyptica can keep a crowd happy by rocking out to Metallica or by sitting down to play an original classical piece. I always know I'm at a good gig when it ends all too soon. It barely felt like minutes when they took their bows. I was captivated the whole time by everything they did. I have to admit I, and the girl next to me, Nel, got a lot of attention from the boys and she even got a drum stick. I knew I had to meet them!

Perttu was the first to come over and greet a small group of us. Wearing a pair of pink bunny ears he hopped around looking like a sweet shy little boy. So when someone gave him popcorn (people give the weirdest gifts) and he thought I was trying to steal it from him we ended up with a very interesting picture. I think he might have tried to lick me? Not really sure...but when I think of what that man has accomplished musically I have nothing but respect and appreciation for him! Then the rest of the boys moseyed over and Paavo came right up to me, rested his arm on mine and just says, "hello". Um...yeah. Not really sure how long we talked, but when I looked over we had an audience, a line of people were waiting to take a picture with him! We had a vibe going on during the show (he may or may not have even mentioned that later) and it definitely kept going! What an incredible gentlemen! So pleasant and sincere that we could have chatted all night, but as a rock star he duty called and he had to sign posters for the awkward kids with eyeliner and snake bites. I then chatted with Eicca, the leader of the pack, obvious by his bit more formal approach to fans, but still just as sweet and honest as the rest. I love the Finnish. Then Mikko and I joked around, maybe even shared a few dance moves and I promised to buy him a beer when I see them in Chicago September 1st! This show convinced me I have to catch them again when they hit the House of Blues! One of the best bands in the world at my favorite venue in the world? Yes please. So after some more sweet endearments were shared and more hand shakes given we parted ways. Even though we didn't get home till 4am, I couldn't sleep from the excitement! What fantastic guys! I felt so refreshed and alive after this show. They turned me from a fan to a super fan and I can't wait to catch more of them in their upcoming album and tour. I will be oozing over them in posts to come!

Pic 1: Eicca and myself, his best quote of the night, "I like being famous" :)
Pic 2: Perttu and I, I think this is right before he tried licking me, I look scared, but I loved it ;)
Pic 3: Paavo and myself. One special gent and one incredible night!
Can't wait to see these boys again!!

And P.S....VOBEAT IS COMING BACK TO HEADLINE IN THE US NEXT MONTH!!!! I am beside myself to think that in exactly one month I will be catching three gigs done by my boys Volbeat! First in Flint, then Chicago, and Grand Rapids! They're only doing like 9 shows and 3 are right here in the Midwest! They are also coming out with a new album and you'd be sure I'll be updating about this soon! Till then, I'll give some love by sharing one of my favorites! Enjoy!

Ibuprofen and Black Nail Polish

2010-07-15T21:02:00.001-04:00

I have literally been stretched out over my bed in pain since Monday. I've locked myself away forcing myself to heal except only leaving for work, the gym (BIG mistake), and the occasional trip to the kitchen. Colds in the summer seem to suck the life right out of you. Can I rant for a moment? I think I'm in a rather negative mood considering my current near incoherent state, but I must say why going to the gym this week was silly. Here's a universal question that I have really yet to hear a good answer to. Should you look cute going to the gym or practical? I always go practical and then try to impress the meatheads with my tough work outs. Um, but I've come to find they rather chat it up with the cheeky shorts girl who has been reading a fashion magazine on the elliptical for 10 minutes rather than to a girl in a XL t-shirt dripping with sweat after a 3 mile run. I am guilty to the cliche of crushing on the personal trainer and when I went in this week looking like a truck just ran over me I knew my run, lifts, and crunches aren't enough. My cold just got worse anyways. Boo.
Soooo, I currently live in the beautiful Southwest of Michigan where I grew up. Meeting new people is hard, and meeting attractive available dudes is even harder. I live in old peoples-ville and I'm getting restless. Of course this is the delirium and boredom speaking, but I'm frustrated. Where do I go? Bars are trashy, the gym scene is obviously not working out, and have I mentioned both of my jobs consist of 98% women? Alright, I'm done! I feel better just getting this out there and though this is more personal then usual for me to share on here (blame the Ibuprofen), I'd just like to admit how I could use some fun!
OK. Now to share briefly some of remedies I'm using to get over this stupid sore stuffiness!
I finally bought Tarot's new album! Gravity of Light is a delicious blend of Salmela and Hietala's soaring vocals with the classic rock sound granted by the booming bass, grizzly guitar, and the hard drum beat. The whole concept of the album carries weight in real life issues dealing with matters of the heart and mind. I've enjoyed their new material, but still respect and cherish their old work. They've been around forever and I appreciate their fight to keep their metal sounds alive all these years. From chilling harmonies to subtle, but strong guitar riffs, and oh, did I mention the classic boom on Hietala's bass? Amazing band, and one incredible album! Good job boys!

I picked up The Voyage of the Dawn Treader by C.S. Lewis the other day and was amazed by how his books still captivate me. I get so wrapped up in his tales of adventure and magic. Such wholesome plots, such descriptive yet simple scenes, and such brilliant characters that you can relate and rely on! His Narnia stories have been apart of my life since childhood and going to revisit his work is like catching up with an old friend. Books have always been such grand company, I probably was a literature major because I never felt alone when I was reading. It's to fantasies like the Chronicles of Narina and the Lord of the Rings that have really shaped my perspective and inspirations in life. I beg you to read a fairy tale soon, it will put a smile on your face I'm sure!

I am hoping to fall asleep soon and be magically healed by morning. I am going to see the one and only Apocalytica tomorrow!! I am so excited and I just happen to be taking a rock concert virgin with me! So stuffy nose or not the night in going to be amazing! Nail polish on, facial done, and the camera batteries are charged. I love concerts, and I love sharing about them, so until then! Cheers!
Oh and P.S., sorry if I may have spilled a lot of mushy/negative crap into your lap! I do most certainly blame it on the fact that I am now seeing double! Ha! Good night!

Farewell Tour

2010-07-07T19:27:00.000-04:00

I saw the Scorpions last week! I ventured over to Detroit for their epic show and was blown away by their showmanship and stamina. I may have been one of the youngest mangy beings there. With mullets and beer bellies surrounding me I stood only about 10 rows back from these incredible legends! They are one of the first great metal bands from their time to officially announce their retirement. I'm thinking what's gonna happen when they all start doing this? I think the Scorpions are really smart by going out on a bang with one final tour rather than preforming for a few more years when they then might have to be wheeled onto the stage. But when Maiden, Sabbath, and the like decide to peace out what state will the metal world be in? Who is good enough to fill the legends shoes? I'm not sure. It might be like the early 90's again when things become quite on the front of metal. Interesting stuff to think about. Since I have only been in the scene for a few years I have a lot of catching up to do and one of my goals is to catch most of these legendary bands live. So, Scorpions, one of the greatest rock bands ever to face the earth, check. :)

Groovy Things

2010-06-16T17:52:00.002-04:00

Summer is here! 'Tis the season for tanning, cook outs, and mosquito bites. For a few music folk its a time to take a break, but for some it's a time to get busy! A lot of bands like to catch a few music festivals (I'd give my left arm to go to Wacken) and hit up a recording studio. There are even a few bands gracious enough to still tour the small venues in the US. God bless them! I don't have a good gig for a month and I think I'll make it, but with my metal appetite I'm left hungry a lot! I'm currently working two jobs and can have 16 or so hour days. Summer is here, but unfortunately my pretty bronze goddess tan has not kicked in yet since I can barely make it down to the beach in the daytime. I know. Poor me. But I do have a few groovy things lined up for these next couple of months and maybe I'll just mention a few of the sweet bands I plan on checking out. ;)

First up, you may have heard of them! Just a band called Iron Maiden! That's right, the legends are coming to Chicago next month and I'm stoked. I have to admit their musical influence on so many musicians has been more of an interest to me than their actual music. Only within the last year have I really grown to adore their songs. They being metal pioneers and metal icons these gentlemen have really inspired thousands. Bruce Dickinson is one of the most passionate and talented live performers that I know of. To witness these boys live for the first time next month will be epic!

Next up is Becoming the Archetype. I know I've mentioned these boys before I won't brag 'bout them again, but I am so curious what kind of crowd they draw. They'll be in Chicago next month and I may not be able to resist checking them out. I've never been to a "Christian" metal show before so it may be really interesting. I'm curious. Aaaand kinda excited. K, moving on. :)

Now these four gentlemen I have been a fan of since Jr. High. One of my friends burned me a copy of their album "Reflections" and was hooked immediately by their sheer originality. Apocalyptica is a symphonic metal band hailing from Finland composed of three cellists and a drummer. They use other genres as well, such as neo-classical and thrash to create some brutal tunes with one of the most majestic string instruments out there. I have to post a video of them live, because they're really just too cool to describe. They're playing somewhere a few hours from here in Michigan and I have to go check out these long haired, bow wimpin boys for myself! Stoked!

Another cool tour coming to Chicago is Soilwork. A death melodic band from Sweden (where else?) that really have some incredible stuff. I don't know much about them, but I look forward to seeing them. I'm really going to see the lads in Swashbuckle who I have had the pleasure of acquaintance with on my last tour adventure. Pirate metal is the best. :)
So it should be a swell summer if I don't die from making too many frappuccinos. Barf. So my friends, I hope your summer is lookin good too. Enjoy the sun and throw more dogs on that grill! Live it up! I have to end by sharing this song with you. It is so darn catchy and I love it. Peter is freaking amazing and I can't believe I actually got to meet him. I love his band Pain and I really hope they tour soon! Enjoy ;)

Not so Alone

2010-06-02T15:50:00.000-04:00

I came across this chick's blog that is like a way better version of mine. Not sure if she's got money, knows the right people, or just has a lot of time on her hands, but she writes some pretty sweet reviews! Nice to know there are other semi-normal twenty something chicks out there obsessed with music and concerts! So this is my shout out to Jamie for the sweet blog! \m/
Check it out here:

http://www.hardrockchick.com/

Ear Plugs

2010-05-30T00:50:00.007-04:00

It's close to midnight and I'm just sitting down with a fresh cup of green tea. I need a boost. The wheels in my head are turning and I want to spit out some words, but my friends, I am one tired cookie. After hitting up some of our finest cities in the Midwest (insert waves of sarcasm here) in just four days I'm kinda dazed. Like when I'm squinting my eyes for too long in the sun kind of dazed. So for now I will postpone my much anticipated squeal on white metal (a tsunami of sarcasm here), to the disappointment of thousands, because I need to gab about some good gigs I just got back from!

To the delight of my metal appetite some sweet bands like Hypocrisy, Scar Symmetry, and Blackguard were in my neck of the woods. I hit up Reggie's in Chicago last Saturday, it was my first time there and it was a pretty nice slice of rock 'n roll pie! With capacity for only 490 it had a real intimate feel, but still very atmospheric, and overall a good vibe. With a connecting bar and record store I could have moved in, but considering it was on the south side I decided not to. I giggled my way through the first band called Swashbuckle who are some delightful chaps! I love to see humor in metal, and they put on a really entertaining show. Blackguard was up next and somehow they all got more attractive since I saw them in February. It's like they took hotness boosters or some kind of "look sexier in 15 days" type pills...I want one. They conquered that stage. They suck the audience into their energy, creating a fever that heats up the room, and a sort of frenzy is naturally created from their music and showmanship. I really like these guys. The love for what they do is clearly expressed by their interaction with the crowd and the smiles on their faces. The third band couldn't make it due to car trouble so on came Scar Symmetry. They rocked that venue. Even as six big Swedish dudes on a small stage their presence was perfect in conveying their masterful musicianship. I really went to see them since I've been a lukewarm fan for a couple of years, but after that gig I became their #1 devotee! These gentlemen present something different that is uniquely whimsical when it comes to melodic death metal. Everything from the guitars to the lyrics there is something special. They're like eating a gobstopper. When you finally reach the sweet middle your tongue still kinda tingles, but it just tastes so much better. They are still metal and powerful, but they just have a little extra sweet something. OK. Weird metaphor...but you get it! Hypocrisy was of course epic since their metal legends and seeing Peter Tägtgren live was pretty sick. They barely spoke and rarely interacted with the crowd, but I didn't care since I became numb from the deep pounding power they create with their genius music.

So I was sold to see all these boys (and girl) again! Wednesday I cruised up to Detroit and checked out all this madness again at a place called Blondies. I was excited to travel to some new venues. My goal is to hit up all the typical metal spots in the Midwest. I think I'm getting close. They all rocked the house down again and even though it was for a crowd of about 30 it was still powerful! I jammed up front for the first four bands, but went to the bar while Hypocrisy played. Since they didn't interact as much etc. I thought hanging back and having a beer instead of the moshing/flirting/horns in the face experience it might be a better listening experience. I even wore ear plugs! First time ever! Since I already have the ears of an 60 year old man I bought some and enjoyed the rest of the evening quite comfortably. Time flew after the gig when we began to party. Having a drink, talking about music, and meeting new people are probably some of my all time favorite things to do so it was a really awesome night.

Then it was off to Cleveland. Peabody's was a interesting venue with a very overkill pirate theme and really annoying bar tenders. Blondie's had bad sound and no theme, but they had some awesome people working there and they are the way better venue for it! So again, each band brought it and rocked it up. Swashbuckle still made me laugh, Blackguard still made fire, Hate still creeped me out, Scar Symmetry still got me dancing, and Hypocrisy still impressed me. But my major shout out goes to Scar Symmetry (I hope to share more about them in the future, I think we've lost a few in the ranks from the length of this post, but get over it!). Their music has gotten under my skin and from their albums to live performances I am intrigued by their gifted approach to music. Besides the fact I'm in love with the clean vocalist (maybe a sprinkle of sarcasm here, but definitely some squirts of I'm joking, but seriously voice), they are some really sweet Swedes! It was a delightful little vacation and it ended too fast, but that's life! So I'll end by saying I am blessed to be so near Chicago. The venues and the metal fans are just friendlier, cleaner, and I think more passionate than anywhere else I've been. So horns up for Chicago and now for a few snaps...

Pat from Swachbuckle. Basically Tom Araya with a parrot.

Justin from Swashbuckle. A ginger with dreads yes please.

Kim from Blackguard. Sweet guitar skills, sweet french accent, and sweet tattoo.

Per and Henrik from Scar Symmetry. Didn't get many great shots of them since I was too busy rocking out :) But I just adore these dudes!

Peter of Hypocrisy. One incredible artist!

Mikael of Hypocrisy. I just like this picture...

This is me taking a snap on a trash can in front of the Rock and Roll hall of fame in Cleveland. Not sure why I'm hiding under the tree...afraid of the sun perhaps.

Oh yeah!

2010-05-18T17:21:00.001-04:00

So P.S.! I for got to mention I'm uber excited for the Hypocrisy gig this weekend at Reggies in Chicago! I'm really going to see the opening bands Scar Symmetry and Blackguard! Both are delightful and it should be a brutal time. This is me thinking about the concert this weekend. Ha. I thought I'd show my funny face with the world to obviously share my grooviness for the gig! Ha. Cheers!

Christian Metal?

2010-05-18T16:55:00.001-04:00

So can there be morals in metal? Can you really take a genre that is based on power, rebellion, and brutality and twist it up with good? I ask myself these sorts of questions and chew on them daily since I am a Christian and also a proud metalhead. Just like everything else in this beautiful sad world there are some good "Christian" metal bands and some bad. I put on the quotation marks, because I think the word Christian is a very subjective term in our post modern society, but that is another topic for another time, just fyi! ;)
There are 2 distinct Christian metal band types out there, the ones that label themselves as Christian and may only write faith themed songs. Then there are the ones who have members that are followers of Christ, but don't mark themselves as Christians explicitly. I like to refer to both of these genres as metal with morels or white metal. I 'm just gonna highlight a few of the bands I've run across and consider to be the best. But first I would like to pontificate a little further on how white metal can still carry the brutality and darkness that the genre regards as essential to hold true of metal code.
A few of the bands that I am going to mention have some commonalties, because what I consider to be good white metal are bands that are still really metal in their music style and appearance, but also have truth and beauty in their lyrics. In good moral metal the lyrics still carry a sense of darkness, the sickness, and the brutality all humanity faces, but within a Christian worldview. They can also creatively exclaim the battles we face mentally, emotionally, and spiritually in metal fashion. There has to be the angst and power that makes metal so strong and potent. I really respect the good men and women out there that have accomplished this.
A record label that has really impressed me is Ulterium Records who represents most of the best white metal bands in the world today. I have actually communicated with them over the months discussing the record business and have been so encouraged by their dedication to produce solid metal material that still is wholesome, and truth based. I could literally go on for days about Christianity and metal, but for the time being I'll give a few shout outs. Expect a part 2 on this topic my friends! :)

First up I'd like to mention Becoming the Archtype. Though they lean more towards the hardcore/grindcore type metal (not particularly my cup of tea), they really know how to get one rocking for Jesus! Coming from Atlanta Georgia, many of their lyrics are directly from Scripture, you'll never view the psalms the same way. Why not connect the awesome power and wonder of God to the bombastic awesomeness of metal music? Seems natural in some senses. How could a touchy-feely worship song by Hillsong ever convey the jealous, wrathful, and all powerful God we serve? They're songs have put me in a certain humble and reverent state that few others songs ever have. Check em' out, they're song Dichotomy will blow your mind!

One of my favorite bands at the moment is Harmony. These guys truly carry remarkable talent with awesome riffs and gorgeous melodic vocals they give me the chills every time. Hailing from Sweden, represented by Ulterium records, and having some of the best dark white metal lyrics ever I love these guys! Henrik's vocals soar you to new heights, if you really listen (after you stop headbanging) his stories are captivating!

There are so many more I'd like to mention, but one more for now! HB is a symphonic band from Finland, they are young in their talent, but I can really hear their potential! So enjoy the Spring my friends. The rebirth of the green and blossoms is almost over as we are moving into the heart of green and summer glory. I really do hope my posts aren't that boring, but just the feeling that some of my weird musical thoughts are being sent out into the world is comforting to me. So cheers and happy Tuesday!

Uilleann Pipes

2010-04-29T19:08:00.001-04:00

These are just a few snaps from the amazing gig I checked out last week at Logan Square auditorium in Chi-town! I've been to this venue before to see Epica and that show was sick, but I was disappointed in the location. I thought I'd give it another shot since Eluveitie was on a wee tour and I had to catch them while they were in town! Since the legendary Pearl Room has been shut down a lot of metal gigs have been transfered to other smaller less experienced venues throughout Chicago. The auditorium was a bit more in order this time around. Logan Square is an interesting part of town and it was probably pretty weird seeing a bunch of metal heads out side of this auditorium/dentist/lawyer office. I think we improved the view considerably.
Of course I danced my way to the front row and waited patiently for my eight member folk metal band! First up was a group called Holy Grail. The venue has windows so it was still daylight and I've never heard riffs with the sunlight pouring in before! Talk about a heavenly experience! But not very metal I suppose. They were good, but not my cup of tea. Hailing from the bay area they took my back to the 80's when metal was young and vibrant with their thrash metal sound and screeching vocals. The sun was just about to set when I heard bag pipes! My horns went up and didn't come down the rest of the night! Eluveitie worked the crowd into a frenzy, we became a chanting army of metal head warriors. With their powerful songs played so well and brutal one could not help but be taken back into ancient times when things were darker, harder, and magical. A sort of poetic barbarianic atmosphere was created and it was beautiful. I met up with some of these Swiss boys after the gig and talk about shy dudes. Not knowing a lot of english our conversations were short, but even in their humble state I could see rock stars in all of them. I really hope they make it big in the US. The use of uilleann pipes, tin whistles, the hurdy-gurdy, and electric guitars all in one band is rather incredible. I told Chrigel, the leader, how touched I am by their integration of folk instruments and metal. I mentioned I lived in Ireland for a bit and how their music was like going back to the pure island sound. I was surprised how touched he was by my comment later I find out that he major influence is Irish folk melodies. Ha! Sorry, this is a long post! Too much goodness to share!
So I'm a fan of Amon Amarth, but I didn't know a lot of their music. But when they came on stage it didn't matter if you liked them or not, because they captured the entire audience the second they came on. The roar of the vocals, the heavy guitar sound, and the showmanship from each guy was so impressive and crazy! I could barely stand after the gig, but I got to chill with them later in the night and we talked about where I'm moving to in Sweden, they all said it's a beautiful town so I'm sold! They really were like vikings standing there a foot above me with their long locks and thick accents. Charming Swedes and their first class act made for one incredible night of metal! \m/

Hazelnut Coffee

2010-04-15T16:48:00.000-04:00

I got my new blog up! If you wanna check it out go here.

So I think nut flavors go best with coffee. I'm a big fan of toffee nut, but I'm currently sipping away on a large hazelnut flavored cup of joe. (insert sarcastic tone here) Just thought I'd share a little of my barista wisdom. Consider yourself lucky to receive such insight and knowledge.

Also, (remove sarcastic tone here) has anyone else been bothered by the weird spacing on my blog? Dude, my bad, but I have no idea why is does such a thing. Dramatic emphasis? K, I'm done.

Cheers :)

No Moshing!

2010-04-13T19:03:00.001-04:00

Hi world :)
It has been way too long since I last shared my silly little thoughts with you and I have missed ranting about the best music in the world! Soooooo life is busy yo! I plan on leaving for Europe in August and preparation for take off is going well, but it requires a lot of time! I plan to start another blog all about it! I hope to keep it updated while I'm over there and fill ya in on my exciting doings etc. But do not fear, this blog will remain a haven for my random thoughts! ;) Soooo April has been the month of concerts for me. Last week I saw HIM, Sunday I saw Sonata Arctica, and Monday I'm seein Amon Amarth and Eluveitie! Whoo! \m/
I'm gonna briefly review the glory of gigs for you good people so that on the next one you can tag long and enjoy the fun with me! You are all invited!
Last Tuesday I drove up to Grand Rapids and got in line at the Orbit Room to see HIM. I'll admit I'm not the biggest fan. I like to groove to their new tunes and of course I like the fact that their from Finland! So by no means am I a hardcore fan, yet I couldn't resist since they were so close! The majority there were 14 year old girls who were clearly worshippers of Ville Valo. With the stench of unwashed puberty and nicotine I breathed lightly. I made it front row and enjoyed the irony of laughing at the opening emo band. God bless those eye liner/bangs/rose tossing lads who clearly don't know what a smile looks like. Next up was the former Evanescence band with their singer being an American Idol drop out. I actually was impressed. Not my style, but their presence was strong and entertaining. With catchy melodies and some good riffs they made the drunk moshing highschoolers around me not seem so bad. When HIM finally hit the stage the rest of the night was swept away with blood curling screams and groping Ville fanatics. The poor dude comes on stage and can't even look into the audience for fear of giving some girl a heart attack. I knew the obsession people had, but I was not prepared for this. I couldn't even hear the music, or him talking in between songs, because of the cries, the belts of professing love and such. With no movement on stage, no audience interaction, and a short set list I left that dingy venue slightly disappointed. They still performed well and Ville's voice was great to hear live. I raised the horns for some of their classics and had a hoot with Heartkiller. So it was fun and different, but how I wanted to slap some of those snot nosed kiddos.

The line got pretty darn tootin long

I didn't get any good snaps, but this one is of Ville. Screeching beautifully :)

All of this love/doom metal made me so much more excited for the good power metal I'd be hearing Sunday. Sonata Arctica was headlining at the House of Blues in Chicago! Oh yes please! I bought my ticket months ago and then was actually put on the guest list. Go figure. I love driving into Chicago. Seeing that gorgeous skyline gives me the chills every time. Everything is done on a bigger scale in the city. Its nice to feel small sometimes. With no time to waste I got in line right away. I have to be in the front. Not really an option anymore ;) Time flew with making friends and enjoying the general ambience of HOB. The first band was delightfully full of cheese and they kicked ass! Messing with everyones childhoods by making classic video game theme songs metal! So fun and so good! Oh there were costumes, candy, and blow up swords. There has to be a sense of humor in metal and Powerglove took it to a whole new level! They brought the energy and left the audience entertained and warmed up. Mutiny Within was next and I've heard a lot of buzz about these boys, but their performance was bust! The only one with a groove was the singer and he was just insane. Jumping into the audience more than once and hitting me in the head with his foot was rather interesting. Didn't he hear the rule of no moshing? Ha. Typical death metal sound with what sounded like little originality and typical lyrics. Small performance and big ego. I met up with them after the gig and they really just weren't that cool of guys to be honest! K. Moving on!
Then Sonata Arctica came on with such power and sound! They took me away into a world of masterful tales and sounds full of poetry and brutal melodies. I enjoyed every second and I am just left in awe everytime Tony hits the stage. His voice, character, and love of the audience brings such warmth and inspiration to my heart! Each song had its unique essence brought forth and was conveyed with lively performance skills and just honest love. The boys faces and fingers convey the raw artistry and love that each one has for what they do. I've seen them four times now and that was by far the finest I've seen them! I hope next time it will be even better! ;)
After the gig I hung out with some dudes from Powerglove and had awesome discussions about the lives of rock stars and what it takes to make it in the music biz. These boys drive in a 15 passenger van and eat Subway everyday. No glamour yet, but with their down to earth attitudes and good music fame will find them! It was such a fun night, I got to hang out with each member from Sonata individually. We chatted it up from everything from Metallica to Finnish politics! They remembered me from other gigs, and though I never expressed it to him before I was able to tell Tony what a real inspiration he is and getting a chance to talk with him was such an honor! Each one of those fellows are such a delight! I decided to take off after some homeless guy wouldn't leave us alone in front of the bar, but I have to admit seeing Marco (the quite bass player ;) and this creepy old dude interact was hilarious! A great ending to such a incredible night! I could go on forever praising this band for their real care of their fans and their incredible performance abilities, buuuuut I won't! I'm in Panera right now listening to Excalion, enjoying a cup of coffee, and smiling at the thought of how awesome it is to create music. For one to sit down and write out a tune then bring it before the world to enjoy with them the natural brillence and artistry of their work. It's remarkable how the metal culture truly celebrates its artists and how crucial concerts are in keeping the culture alive for the fans and the musicans. We need each other. Its a beautiful life long relationship and I enjoy the memories I've made and I look forward to the times ahead. I can't seem to hear enough, learn enough, or meet enough people to fill my metal hunger! Yet the gig Sunday was a wholesome helping of good metal music. I love sending out my experience into the world so that maybe one person out there might smile as they also recall their relationship with music. Enjoy the beauty of music friends! Here are a few snaps from the gig:

I'm not sure why I don't really look happy in this last picture, but believe me I was thrilled! Tony is so fantastically different/talented/kind! Aaaaand I really think he is taller than me, but I will agree with you that this snap just looks weird. ha! The one above it is me with Bassil from Powerglove. Lovely chap, lovely night, and just lovely music!

All things Finnish

2010-03-23T16:20:00.007-04:00

I should start this post off right by sharing one of my favorite music videos by the finnish symphonic metal band Nightwish. This song continues to stun me with shivers by its haunting melodies and poetic lyrics. I am so proud to have been one of their "groupies" when they stopped by the US last. Probably one of the best road trips I've been on! So insightful and exciting getting to know the boys of the band and admiring them even more for their genuine kindness to their fans and for their amazing artistic abilities. I have to share just one (of the many) snaps I took with the boys, because it's kinda great. It's been almost a year since I saw them last and I'm feeling a little nostalgic. Tuomas Holopainen plays the keyboards for the band and composes most of the songs. His creative music abilities compel me to reach higher and love deeper. He inspires me to see poetry in daily life. His lyrics and his musical arrangements reveal depth (philosophically and spiritually), beauty, and a fervor that is special in the realm of metal or any other genre for that matter! His natural gift of writing with soul and playing with spirit has touched so many lives including mine. Getting to know him from our several encounters, seeing him on stage, and by his interviews/lyrics etc. I have believe his sincerity and bravery of being a gifted artist. Wow this sounds gushy, but I thought I'd share a little bit about my hero. I'd also like to mention how delightful Finnish humor is. Once the cold quite exterior is taken down the warmth these people have is so enchanting! I will be moving to Finland for three months next year and I look forward to experiencing more of their unique and intriguing culture. God is so good to give me this chance to bring His name with me to this nation! I am also going to be in Birmingham UK for six months and then possibly Sweden. With His guidance and provision I hope to bring my love for Him, for music, and for people with me and change the world!

What I'm listening to:

Scared to Death Official Video - HIM's MySpace Blog |
I'm not a huge doom metal fan, but HIM gets under my skin a bit and I really like thier newest single. The video above is only available on their myspace right now and you should check it out! It's rather beautiful in a way. HIM is a Finnish rock band and their singer Ville Valo has a charming voice and when the right mood strikes I pop in their tunes to enjoy their darker lyrics and their lighter use of metal sound. I don't have their newest album yet (so no worries! no album review today :), but I plan on seeing them next month in Grand Rapids. Wanna come? Should be a jolly time!

What I'm reading:

The Kalevala is a book complied of epic Finnish poetry and folklore. Someof my favorite musicians use this book as inspiration taking from its gorgeous stories and using its themes in their own songs. It has been a beautiful experience reading the Finnish names, and the many interpretations it has on life. I read it before bed and the words are a lullaby that lull me into a sleep filled with magic and new worlds! So spring is still on its way! Oh the hope and pleasantness this clean crisp air brings! Breath deep, watch closely, and enjoy today friends!

JP Leppäluoto

2010-03-12T18:02:00.007-05:00

Juha-Pekka Leppäluoto is a gentleman who I have admired and have been inspired by for a long time now. He gets a shout out today, because I believe more artists like him who are gifted and unique should be shared. JP is a man of many different colors and covers a lot of ground, because he is in three of my favorite bands! Active in the music scene of Finland JP plays and sings with such an incredible beauty.

I was first taken back by his voice in the band Charon. Being from Finland of course the man is in a metal band! Charon is a classic example of talented musicians coming together and giving the world a taste of good music through their rock music. With a gothic tone and romantic lyrics Charon is always a fall back for me when I want to rock out. They're not that well known, but those who are aware respect and admire them. Since they don't care much for commercialism or getting huge around the world is a sure sign they do what they do for the love of it. "Colder" is my favorite song of theirs and JP's vocals still give me the shivers!

Northern Kings is such a fantastic group of gentlemen who are a Finnish symphonic metal cover supergroup . From Seal to Tina Turner Northern Kings rocks some classics in a unique and bombastic way! Its has a satirical sense to it and I don't think they are meant to be taken that seriously, but their giftedness is surely nothing to laugh at! These are some awesome vocalists and they really have fun in this little project.

Harmaja is an acoustic rock band where JP does vocals, piano, and guitars. Having a sweet, organic, and soulful sound to their melodies I adore popping in their album when in need to relax or think. All the lyrics are in Finnish and hearing that gorgeous language in his voice reaches down in my stomach and stirs the butterflies! When I asked Marco Hietala what JP was like he said, "He has a great sense of humor and is a really special guy." Really, the man just does it all and in such a way where you hear the love and devotion in his voice. In all his projects the strong deep timber of his voice brings to life the project and really carries the music to heights of excellence. I just really like him. :)

So I'm doing quite well today, how are you? Life treating you well? Spring is on its way and the air reveals the earth's changing by smelling of freshness. Take heart and enjoy each day. Though the going gets rough and the burden heavy God is good! Right now I have to decide some really big things in my life and it all seems rather ominous. Yet when I hear the birds chirping or see the snow melting the peace that surrounds me has taken my heart and life is beautiful.

Kamelot and Eluveitie

2010-03-02T18:32:00.005-05:00

I'm briefly giving some shout outs to a couple of bands that have new albums and who are going on tour soon in the US! It gives you all a chance to get converted and go catch a show! Ha, not really my secret plan for this blog guys, no worries. So sit back, grab a cup of green tea and continue to read my very poor attempt of describing some really cool bands!

When I first started to discover the beautiful and dangerous world of metal I came across the band Kamelot and have loved them ever since. Originally all the members hailed from Florida, but the band has changed line ups a few times and they now come from Norway, Germany, and Oklahoma! Each member brings a beautiful element to the progressive and symphonic metal music they make. I saw them live in fall of '08 and they have such a theactrical and genuine presence. With Youngblood's love of the audience expressed by him shivering from the screams to closing his eyes for a moment to take in our cheers to his playing. We felt, because they felt. And when Kahn would belt out a note and start crying from the lyrics it was all from the heart. Yet with the true musicianship and artistry there is also a really showy aspect about their performance. They have a lot of bombastic songs with use of choirs and orchestras, but they have a lot classic power riffs as well. Each song has a story and each riff as a new edge; it makes their albums such a journey and special experience. Though I have to say my favorite aspect about the entire band is their vocalist Roy Kahn. The instrument God has given him is majestic, beautiful, and has inspired me with my own voice. Rarely have I seen a man sing with such passion and grace. He belts from the soul, whispers with heart, and carries Kamelot to the heights of perfection. They have a new album coming out March 22nd and I can't wait! They will also be on tour later in the Fall. They are one of the reasons why I fell in love with metal. The beauty and depth they express really grips my heart!

I'm giving two shout outs today! Whoo! Another band soon to be on tour and just came out with a new album on Feb. 19th is Eluveitie. Being a very special group they have a lot of unique qualities for a metal band. They are from Switzerland, (what? a successful metal group not from Scandinavia!?) it's true. Hailing from central Europe Eluveitie is surfing on the new wave of folk metal. They really have taken the meaning of folk and metal to a whole new level. With 8 members there is a very full and power use of instruments ranging from the Hurdy Gurdy to electric guitars. Many of their lyrics and sounds are inspired by their country's history and the Gaulish language. They definitely carry a more serious tone than some of the crazy metal heads out there by thoughtfully conveying their art/message through their music. Their new album "Everything Remains as it Never Was" is much heavier and exciting than what they've done before. I love the variety, experience, and beautiful partnership they have created between folk and metal. They are touring with Amon Amarth is April and I really hope to catch their gig at Logan Square (my favorite venue ever...not)! You have my invite to come put the horns up and rock out. Though most of my readers probably could care less from such music I just have to say keep an open mind! Who knows...you might be surprised at how much you love head banging... ;)

Sunshine

2010-02-23T16:59:00.005-05:00

What I'm listening to:

Delain is a beautiful band from the Netherlands that does Symphonic metal. Their latest album is a tasty treat to bite into. Though this genre is becoming more popular, particularly with the female vocals; Delain offers a real classy brand of symphonic metal. Well trained and well prepared to face the metal world they are on the rise with getting their music out there. They are shifting labels right now and a few band members, but once the dust settles saddle up, because they are going to take you for a ride! The vocals have a soft strength and melodic presence ("April Rain" has several guest vocalists as well). There is a heavy usage of keywords and some pretty intense guitar riffs. They are well balanced in their sound between metal and classical. Though I like the heavier sound they are progressing to that maturer quality and they still rock out. They are a really good band! Check 'em out!

What I'm reading:

Danny Goldberg is some dude big in the music biz and in this book he recalls his time in the rock and roll business. I picked it up at a used book store in Lincoln Square Chicago taking a risk of it being full of hot air and boring memories, but it really is fascinating! The man toured with Zeppelin in the 70's and I can't put the thing down! What a complex and corrupt world music is! Danny's recollections offer some real insight and entertainment for those who love rock 'n roll and for those who like to hear more of the technical side of things. He really opens up an interesting world to his audience and its been fun discovering it!

Right now the sun is showing her beautiful face and it comforts me to think of the warmth and beauty to come! Spring is not too far off (the chirping birds in the morning already sing rumors of its arrival) and the grey days of winter will be whisked away by the warm fresh breeze brought by the glorious new season. Lent is here and I have decided to give up concerts for the month of March (partially because I'm broke). I've also decided to cut back on my music "research" online. Things to do are piling up and though I am excited to start a new chapter of my life by moving over seas by the end of the summer its gonna by a long road to get there! So bring on the sunshine and the coffee! Here comes a determined young woman ready to take on the world!

P.S. The clip in my last post is from the Dragonforce gig I went to last Fall. I was dead center front row and the chick next to me filmed the entire show! In the second minute of the clip you may recognize someone. ;) Also, I just have to say at 2:53 ZP (the singer) melts a bit and that was due to me blowing him a kiss. Ha! They are a super duper fun group of lads (even if the music is kinda cheesy/really fun!)

:)

2010-02-23T16:05:00.001-05:00

Can you See me? \m/

Volbeat!

2010-02-19T18:33:00.002-05:00

Micheal (vocals & guitar)and I after the NYC gig. He was really sick here! Such a trooper!

Anders (bass) and I. Super duper great guy. They are all so down to earth and open! I didn't feel like I was hanging out with a celebrity, but with a friend!

Don't let the unibrow fool you! This pic is awkward (there was this gate blocking us! very uncomfortable!) yes, but Thomas (guitars) is not! Very sweet and humble he is! And actually probably in my top 15 most attractive guys list. ;)

I've mentioned Volbeat here before, but the cause for another shout out is deserved since they have recently announced the title of their new album! I first saw the band last May and have seen them a total of five times. I caught them last at a Metallica gig in November and it was incredible to see them conquer such as stage. Being from such a small country and being the first of the opening bands there were whispers spreading about their powerful sound immediately! They present to the music world such a bold, unique, and talented face that they really have started a sort of revolution in their genre. It's hard to stick a label on these four Danish boys, but many would call them rockabily, metal, or punk. The beautiful thing is that they take all these genres and more to create their own sound. With melody similarities ranging from Johnny Cash to Social Distortion they really use any and all good music influences. I like Volbeat because each of their songs is poetry. Thoughtful lyrics and incredible instrumental ability Volbeat has been gaining popularity all around the world, because they are proving you can be original and good! Their stage presence is classy and passionate. Each member carries their own personality to the stage and with Michael's awesome vocals it ties it all together for an incredible live experience. I love that I can't really pin point a full description of them, because they have such a rich, unique, and varying type sound! They continue to impress me in every way. I've had the privilege of meeting them all (not pictured above is Jon the drummer), hanging out with a few back stage/ tour bus, and even have about 8 of their picks so call me bias, but Volbeat is one of the best rock bands in the world today. Check them out! Celebrate with me the beautiful unique sounds of this world!

Falconer

2010-02-11T17:18:00.002-05:00

Howdy y'all! I've been in the south for nearly a week and I'm feelin good! I pretty much have glued a cup of coffee (yay caffeine) to my hand due to the lack of sleep and shear exhaustion caused by planning and questioning my future. I desire to move over seas with Operation Mobilisation by the end of the summer, but we're not sure exactly where yet. I'm still floating and waiting for God to settle me down in His perfect place. As long as there is coffee I'm good. ;)

So I'm in this place for my final interview/orientation/training and it is all very overwhelming. I pretty much haven't stopped talking and meeting people since arriving and when I get the brief chance to find a dark corner and turn on the ipod its been a real refuge. To connect with my music brings me back to reality, to home. This whole event down here in Atlanta has been incredible (thus far), but a bit surreal and to keep from standing on my head my soothing to the soul music saves the day. One band that I really can't stop listening to I'll mention in a second, but I just want to say seeing Epica just a week ago blows my mind. It was an incredible gig and I'll be sure to post my cozy pictures with the band later! But the band I really want to give a shout out to right now is Falconer.

Coming from Sweden it is not that unusual for Falconer to fall under the title of power/folk metal. Yet this band has a lot more to offer. With some of the strongest melodic male vocals I have ever come across Falconer carries a rich, charming, and indeed beautiful banner along side its brilliant metal sound. The band also utilizes medieval instrumentation and writes their lyrics with themes from the Dark Ages. Their most recent album, "Among Beggars and Thieves" has such a variety of songs with each one bringing a new element that exposes the band to a deeper level of their artistry. By the end of the album Falconer has taken you on a incredible journey filled with beautiful sad tales, rocking riffs, and such vocals that make your ears tingle. Enjoy the song above and though some of my readers may be annoyed with my writing/ranting about music and bands that I love, honestly I've never been happier or felt so free. Its so fun to share and I really do hope you enjoy my rambles! Ha! I'll post again soon when I'm back North(kinda ready to get away from the friendly, accented, rednecks)! Cheers~

:)

2010-02-05T12:25:00.001-05:00

Can you see me...? \m/

Taking Dawn's "Time To Burn"

2010-02-02T15:24:00.004-05:00

I first stumbled upon Taking Dawn when they opened for Dragonforce at the House of Blues in Chicago. A quartet of dashing young men took the stage with an obvious hunger and energy for their music and the crowd. My ears perked and my eyes widened as they continued to grow on me with each song. They had something. Last week they came out with their debut album "Time to Burn". I had the privilege of snatching up a copy a few days early when I saw them again in Chicago opening for Theory of a Deadman. In my opinion they rocked harder than any other band that night (even though they only played four songs due to sound problems, totally a bummer).
I was able to briefly chat with each dude and it was really neat getting to know more where the band is coming from and what they're about. Hailing from Sin City I sensed their western charm and was able to confirm they truly possess real and honest qualities.
Their image and tunes have a sort of classic vibe. In leather jackets and shaggy hair they play from the heart with original riffs and very grooveable melodies. Each song on the album carries a certain level of rock brutality with a slight alternative sound making it a real rebel rock album, but also attracting more than just the metal heads. I won't go through every one of the songs due to my poor readers sake who is probably annoyed at all my musical rants, but I have to say "Take Me Away" is my favorite song on the album. There is a real earnest sound and tone to it with sorrowful lyrics that many can relate to. I ran to it on the treadmill this morning and I found myself singing along out loud...the poor lady next to me probably was annoyed at that, and probably by my smell, but anyways!
Yeah, Dawn has really gotten under my skin! and I've really enjoyed discovering them and their real sweet classic, honest talent that has the potential of becoming big. I'm excited to see where these boys end up and hopefully I'll be able to run into them again someday. Chris gives really good hugs, Alan has pretty eyes, Andrew's hair I covet, and Mikey is great for a chat (and not so bad on the eyes either...) So look 'em up, turn 'em up, and rock out a bit. Its good for the soul. Taking Dawn is good for the soul!

Epica

2010-01-31T22:32:00.003-05:00

In 4 days I will be standing front row, dead center at the Logan Square Auditorium in Chicago watching one of the currently best female fronted symphonic metal bands in the world! Wow, that was a long sentence. I heard about Epica over two years ago, but didn't really get into them till last fall. Their latest album, "Design Your Universe" really took the band to a deeper, darker, and more elegant sound. Their continuity and chemistry as a group is about as dynamic and smart as their lyrics. The strong classical backgrounds from most of the band members is clearly heard in their tunes, but they also lace it together with death, progressive, and gothic metal sounds. They are admirable in this and that they make it sound so good. One thing I particularly enjoy is how one of the main writers for the band, Mark Jansen, uses latin in the lyrics. The usage really adds a unique strength to the words. I enjoy the music and I also feel challenged by it as it takes me on a journey to discover some new ideology or perspective, a story, or just an emotion of some sort. I love and enjoy metal music because it always takes it to a deeper level. Some people are timid towards strong emotions or powerful speech. Metal is a form of expression that can convey depth and passion to words, fashion, stage presence, and etc. Some of it is very good and some of it very bad, but I admire and am fascinated by the dare and challenge that any metal artist attempts.
The video above is the band from several years ago and their line up has changed a bit since, but this is the song that made me fall in love them. I really just wanted to throw some thoughts out there 'bout metal and how it is so much more than just black t shirts and head banging. There is such beauty to be found (as in lots of music, not just metal of course!) and isn't wonderful we can take such pleasure on this earth while we're here to enjoy? And if you are totally freaked by the death grunts or don't like the color of her hair thats totally OK, because what makes this world so neat is the diversity that humanity has. We need all the colors of the rainbow to make it whole and beautiful. So I just wanted to send a short shout out for Epica (tickets are still available!) and I hope to post more on some incredible bands out there and maybe a few album reviews. Because I love music and I love to write so why not put the two together? So good night to all you purples and yellows out here! And if you are having a hard time with the dreary days or the cold, but have a cup of citrus green tea. I just finished a mug and it was quite delightful. Just like you. Good night!

New Look

2010-01-25T23:47:00.000-05:00

My blog needs a new look. Not sure if I like the change. I've been looking at templates all night and I'm really starting to get annoyed myself for being so picky. Winter has set in and is sticking around for awhile therefore we must try to avoid the mundane in as many areas as possible to avoid insanity. I need flair and color in my life. Thank goodness I'm blessed with fun people and good hobbies to make these gloomy days bright. So I'm in the mood for change. I know I'm a bit of a risk taker...I changed my blog's look. Wow. Can you sense my sarcasm through the internet waves?

Fresh

2010-01-08T18:03:00.001-05:00

Happy 2010! I can't remember a time when I've been so excited to start a new year. To have this fresh beginning I am ready to go out and conquer. With the hope He has given us and the unfailing love He pours out on us what do I have to fear?

The holidays were nice and simple. My family is small and casual which I enjoy. We play lots of board games and drink coffee on the special days and just enjoy each other's company. I am so blessed to have this little bunch of people who love and support me. Every family has they're dark side, but with these guys I can really say I'm lucky!

Chicago

2009-12-20T16:49:00.002-05:00

Hancock in the clouds

Some of my favorite spots on on the river

HOB is my favorite spot in almost the whole world actually. Where dreams come true!

I went into the city yesterday. I thought the change in scenery would be healthy. It was a typical winter day in the Windy City (not nicknamed that for the actual ridiculous wind that blows there) with cloudy skies above and slushly nastiness under foot. Yet with my magical boots and my strange love of bad weather I had a rather nice time. When I was wandering south of downtown I felt comfortable and far away from familiar. Its been awhile since I've felt like a stranger and it felt right. When I started to head more downtown the streets became more infected with possessed shoppers and my comfort level dropped, as did my heart. The message on Michigan Ave. screams "buy more" and "spend your money here"! I just smell the greed and selfishness fall off the people who open their wallets without a second thought in the stores. I understand the fun and I enjoy the festivities, but how easy it is to become a compulsive shopper for entertainment and to be careless with your responsibilities without a second thought. It kinda scares me. How wasteful we are and how uncaring. The contrast of a homeless person standing outside of Macy's looking for a dollar paints a interesting picture. One America sees too often. With high and low classes going on side by side provokes a desire in me to see things change, to see things balance. Where is the justice? The care?

Most Wonderful Time of the Year?

2009-12-01T18:33:00.004-05:00

It's that time of year again. Can you believe it? I'm reminded everyday how we're are not made for time. We never fully grasp it. I heard this story about a girl who travels back in time and tries to love and live to the fullest, but those around her ignore her extra efforts and consider them craszy, because their concepts of time were just different. Why don't I say "I love you" more often? Why don't I really pursue my dreams more often? I often feel stuck in my own mind, in time, and in Southwest Michigan. There are so many cages in this life, but only He can provide freedom. He has the key y'all!

Wow. I get side tracked easily. Back to Christmas! We don't have a tree yet, I'm not sure if we're even gonna get one. I get so fed up with the commercialism and just how society soaks up the superficiality of it all. Where is the depth? The beauty? The real meaning and the true joy that comes with it? It's hard for me to find sometimes. What if we tear down that Christmas tree and put up a heart of reverence and thankfulness? Maybe not literally take stuff down, I'm not that big of a scrooge. But the reality is we are so easily swayed as a people to enjoy just the warm fuzzies and I just get so sick of it. This special time of year has become just one more excuse for people to simply be luke warm and emotionally driven in acts of shopping and celebrating. Don't get me wrong these things are great along with the truth surrounding it, but on its own, the American Christmas is worthless and pointless. Please don't be another Hallmark classic Christmas lover, but really pursue the real meaning to the holiday.

Fire

2009-11-17T14:50:00.005-05:00

What I'm listening to:

Epica is a dutch symphonic metal band. I really got into them a few months ago, but I recently purchased their brand new album and I am so impressed. They laid it on a lot heavier and darker than before. With beautiful and unique melody lines and sweet riffs its a great album and a really admirable band. They're in Chicago soon and I can't wait to see them live!

What I'm reading:

L'Engle refreshingly brings an interesting perspective on art. It tackles a very broad and subjective topic to the table and addresses in a very personal and intellectual way. Her stories, faith, and references create a provoking read. I love her fiction and I use this book along with my devotions, because it helps me reflect on my faith. Very good!

I'm sitting by the fireplace at Panera enjoying a cup, OK, several cups of coffee while doing some serious internet surfing. Life is good. I started a new job at Starbucks and once you get used to the constant caffeine high its a pretty fun job. Things are looking like I'll be here is good old Michigan for a while longer. Not sure how I feel about that yet, but hey, I'm having fun. It's chilly outside and the sun is starting to set, I feel cozy and rather indifferent at the moment. Probably a bad combination to write a good blog entry... Oh well! I don't care ;)

Refreshing

2009-10-27T14:51:00.003-04:00

What I'm listening to:

Armin van Buuren is one of the world's best DJ's. I love his arrangements and his music makes me really happy. I feel like dancing all the time!

What I'm reading:

Ian Christe is such a savvy writer full of entertaining and beneficial knowledge. He journalist background makes him more cutting edge and witty compared to a typical novel author. I can't put this book down. The best history book I've ever picked up. With direct quotes from musicians and lots of good facts this book is climbing the charts as best read for the year!

Today has been a really good day. Things are a bit brighter, a bit lighter, and my life has just taken a refreshing deep breath of hope. Monday my great aunt Wanda passed away. She was such a dear sweet lady who lived a long rich life. She would send me letters just to let me know she was praying for me. It's in these small ways that family can really convey their love, that feeling of support from her was such a comfort. I can't help but smile when I think of her now in Heaven rejoicing with the angels. Its bittersweet for my family, but how great is it to celebrate a beautiful life? Yesterday and today my running time has been getting really good. I drink two cups of green tea a day and sometimes I feel like I live at the gym. Isn't it a blessing to be healthy? How frail we really are, it can be taken away oh so quickly. Then today I got a job interview at Starbucks! Its not a live long dream, but its a start! And then this afternoon I won a drawing contest; a free sweat shirt from my gym. :) Life is good. I cannot do anything on my own. Only through Him am I able and the more I realize this and the more my heart softens to His truth life is just so much better.

Ireland

2009-10-25T16:47:00.004-04:00

Greystones harbor. This was just down the street from the house I lived at in Ireland. It actually was torn down recently for a big new hotel to go in. It a beautiful world.

Greystones from a distance.

It was always so beautiful and hopeful after it rained.

My Ireland.

As leaves are falling and winter is quickly approaching time feels like it is slipping away. I've been rather nostalgic lately. I took a long walk in my woods the other day to visit the grave of my dog Bal. Sometimes I still tear up remembering him. He was my protector and faithful friend, a constant and a joy. Everything a good dog should be. Being home for so long I feel like I'm living in the past and I'm just ready to move on and look forward to the future! As time goes on here I'm becoming more and more restless.

I really desire a change and thats not to say I'm ungrateful. I feel like I'm in a golden cage. It's nice to look at, but it is still a cage. Michigan is golden and I am so so privileged to live here. This is where I grew up, where I feel safe, and where most people I love live. Yet I do not see my future here and I just crave traveling again.

I've also been thinking a lot about Ireland this week. I really miss it. I lived there for nearly six months, but it kinda feels like a dream. Yet I remember so clearly the morning I arrived there. The sun was just coming up and the air was so crisp and clean, I could hear the sea in the distance and everything felt so right. My heart was light and ready. Is it wrong to desire a ticket out of here even though I am so blessed to be where I'm at? Ireland wasn't where I grew up, but I made my own home there. I am really ready to go out there once again and find a new place to call my own.... Sorry for the lame too personal entry, but its just what's been on my mind. I would like to update more actually, with this exciting life of mine there is a lot to keep track of! We'll see friends :) Enjoy your afternoon!

To the Soul

2009-10-13T15:45:00.011-04:00

Warning!!!

The following blog entry consists of music talk and unashamed discussion/gushing and opinions over my most recent rock concert experience and the artists that performed. If you feel the need to continue by all means, but I'm really writing this for myself. I'm bursting with this information and need to put it down somewhere. So. Stay awhile and enjoy my rambles on rock or just pass on by friends...

Taking Dawn. They were the opening band of the opening band! Catchy tunes with adorable faces. This band as a future in the states. Whether or not they are gonna make it big I can't say, but I enjoyed their energy and sweet side. After the show Chris came up to me (because he noticed me in the front row during the show) and we quickly became buddies/flirting like teenagers. Intriguing fellows! Chris doesn't drink or do drugs! I was impressed. Not crazy about their lyrics and I would like to hear deeper and more mature sound come from them. I curious to see where their road takes them...

Sonata Arctica. The band I went to see. There are no words to fully convey their amazing artistry and perfected performance. Tony's voice conveys power and ability. Ability to tell a story and makes you believe it. Most metal musicians are passionate people, but Tony is more than that. He is smart and considerate. He articulates and demonstrates beauty in so many ways. They sweep you away into other worlds with melodic tunes and imaginative lyrics. They have charm and professionalism on stage and are truly gentlemen off stage. After the gig I went down with Dragonforce to a Irish pub and these gyus were all there and Elias gave up his seat for me! Even with the language barrier they are respectable guys who are due major admiration. An inspiration and example to all musicians.

Dragonforce. The main act. They are such interesting fellows. They raise a lot of eyebrows with their dramatic lyrics and speedy guitar riffs, but honestly. They are extremely talented musicians. The show was mesmerizing as they danced about the stage with such energy and animation. ZP was so sweet and he carries such a strong presence. The over all dynamics and different characters they play during the show keep you connected and entertained even during the long guitar solos. There is never a dull moment! Though they hail from England, only two members are actually from there. As their lyrics convey the theme of unity over and again it is actually displayed in the band itself. This, along with their hard work and talent making fun loving music deserves some serious kudos!

I have a gift of making friends. I just simply believe in respect and manners. They get you far let me tell you. I don't really need an autograph or a handshake from famous people to feel fulfilled, I just really desire to have a sincere conversation with them so that they may feel encouraged. I am genuine to these people, its hard to find fans like that I think. But for me, to see them happy is enough reward for me and if I can help with bettering themselves in any way I like to do so.

This is Dave, he's the drummer for Dragonforce. And no, actually, we are not drunk! We really had an amazing time at a pub till the early hours of the morning talking about life and music. He and Vadim (the keyboardist for Dragonforce pictured above and below) were both great guys to chat with. They gave me some great insight into the rockstar's life which I'm always eager to hear (and they appreciate a good listening audience!).

These girls were the only other two there not in one of the bands.Yeah...I kinda felt special.

Sorry this is such a long entry, but I get excited from these really neat experiences that fall into

my lap sometimes. Music to me is a form of expression that communicates directly to my soul.

I find such peace and beauty among the many artists who sing their tunes in this world. When I

go to a rock concert reality slips away from me and when I feel that bass drum in my stomach

it matches the beating of my own heart. The excitement, the noise, the different people, and the

music all captures me and takes me to a place of understanding and beauty. I can't even really

explain it well, but I just like to say that I really enjoy rock music, some of the rockstars, and

a lot of their concerts. Now if you made it through this entry to the end and are still breathing

OK then congratulations and thanks for the read. It feels good to type this out. To bear a little

soul is healthy I think. What incredible and powerful God we serve who creates such passion

and depth in His creation. To even imagine how much more there is to Him only creates awe

in me. Let's never forget the ultimate Artist!

Hallelujah!

2009-09-26T15:25:00.003-04:00

Since graduation I have a little more free time on my hands. Instead of studying I've found other things to fill my time with. One that I have particularly enjoyed is bike riding. I go around about the corn fields and just soak in the lustrous surroundings. I begin to feel restored and dazzled from this glorious area in which I live. Though I'm going a bit stir crazy these days I can still escape on my rusty old bike and travel down a little road that can lead to simple pleasure and deep ponderings. Here are a few (poor) snaps from a few of my travels!

Farming community. Love it.

Enchanting little store. Now closed. Maybe I'll but it and turn it into a coffee shop?

An old school down the road from me. I've wanted to get married here since I was a little girl.

It would be such a pretty place for a wedding me thinks.

Pumpkin Spice

2009-09-23T13:14:00.002-04:00

What a perfectly dreary afternoon. I'm a bit under the weather today and it was very fitting with the conditions outside and my condition inside to treat myself to a pumpkin spice latte. I have to ask for half the amount of syrup, but it still tastes like a slice of pie. It is so comforting that it naturally relaxes you and its as if Fall is here to stay. I wish Autumn was longer. What a delightful season of color and change. Everything feels so peaceful as it prepares to go into the long winter ahead. Everything slows down and the world seems to glaze over into golden colors. I myself have had more time to relax, like the weather, because I quit one of my jobs. I really adore living in Southwest Michigan, but really. When it comes to job searching I can become disheartened so quickly! So I'm back on the search and trying to be optimistic 'bout it. Maybe I should get another latte...

So I really wanted my next update to be a bit more flashy and exciting. But I need to go somewhere that has a better connection to upload some photos. So stay tuned dear ones! I shall replace my ridiculous rambles with some pleasant photos!

Michigan, My Michigan...

2009-09-08T11:57:00.003-04:00

What a weekend! Packed with fellowship and fun it was a perfect way to end the summer. I work at Notre Dame University and Saturday was their first home football game so needless to say it was a busy time at the job! Yet even with my hours piling up down in South Bend I was still able to have a really good time with close friends and family. From outdoor movies to camping we did it all and bonded because of it! These are the times I feel great joy in God's people. To share in the wealth He has given us with others I love, but more importantly who He loves. And though these times are just so special I believe I should do so much more. I suffer from a critical spirit and I just pray I would have clarity to really take advantage on shedding more positive light and love to those around me. These times are gems and to make them shine even more is if we all truly strive to glorify the Lord in them. To lift each other up and to avoid the laziness that takes over our tongues when we just get too tired or comfortable around each other. Psalm 28 struck me today when David sings how the evil have no regard to the Lord' work and then in Acts 14 when Luke recounts Paul preaching about God's testimony on this earth and how we can see it in things like the rain and the food He provides. So, in these times of fellowship I really desire to see God become bigger and us smaller. We serve a truly awesome and sovereign Lord, our teasing actions and course joking with one another becomes so petty. I think in these good times (and this weekend was an amazing time!) that they could be so much more incredible and fulfilling if out hearts are true and set on proclaiming God's glory.

So that's my little rant on that. It has just been something on my heart this morning and I needed to spit it out. Moving on now! So I live in this state call Michigan. This is the first time in four years that I have been here for the Fall. This is one of my favorite times of the year and it is a joy to be home and see God's artistry unfold through the color of the leaves and the ripening of the grapes. Yet, I know I have mentioned this before, that I am truly beginning to feel restless. This summer there was a lot of tugging on my heart to stay here and work through and pour into different things and now with my weird work schedule I feel like that time has past and I'm not able to give as much as I was.

So, basically to give as much as I was would mean me being devoted and focused on it all the time and the way to do that is to go on the mission's field. I'm still really excited to try and go out there somewhere. For now it is still a time to save and to wait for the Lord's direction, but I just see these little changes that make me think the next step for me is not that far ahead. But for now I will wait in my Michigan and enjoy the really incredible beauty that surrounds me in His nature and His people. :)

Grape Vines

2009-08-31T16:23:00.002-04:00

Things are always changing. Everything seems to be in constant flex. From relationships to the seasons this world tosses us about with little time to fully embrace the here and now. With God being the only constant, only rock, refuge, and strength out there why do we not cling faster, why do we not fight stronger, and why do we not open our eyes wider?

I went for a bike ride today and was in awe at the spectacular landscape before me. I love living in Baroda. I live in the wine country, with literally thousands of gorgeous vineyards right down the street. With rolling green hills, blue blue skies, and ripe grapes coming in, today was simply intoxicating to be in the middle of it all. I'm not sure how much of this is making sense, but as I was just cruising along and seeing the season change right before my eyes from summer to fall I can't help but think how our lives are just in constant transitions. I don't want to be lazy, when it comes to God, or to people, or to just looking around my backyard. I want to see and embrace the wonders that God has set before us and to enjoy them now and when it changes.

I feel like my life in changing. I am kinda settling into a life back here in Southwest Michigan, but that scares me. Now with juggling two jobs, keeping busy with friends, church, and other things life is wonderfully full here, but I just can't help to think there is something more for me out there. It the time comes, I'll be ready for a change! Enjoy this day friends. Enjoy the Artist the with wonders He has drawn before us.

Rusting

2009-08-11T16:01:00.004-04:00

What I'm listening to! They're called Darkroom and they are truly one of the best indie bands I've ever laid ears on. Their lyrics are rich and melodies haunting. They make magic for the soul!

Oh how nice it is to sit and relax. To snuggle on down and enjoy an afternoon of time off. I'm typing in my favorite chair right now. You just sink into it like a cloud. My room is my haven. I love to come in here to rest. My books are like familiar faces and my music like a warm blanket in which I can wrap myself in and be safe. From my window I can see the chestnut leaves changing from their bright greens to dried up browns; like rust. Change is everywhere. Even the trees know it. Isn't time fickle? It flies when all is good and enjoyable, but crawls when things go poorly. This summer flew. I can't help but feel overwhelmed from all the goodness that has happened in the last couple months. But I can't think now that school is starting again and work is kicking in that this sense of delight and adventure should die. In Christ there is color and freedom everyday. I'm reading through Hebrews right now and in chapter 12 verse 28 it says, "Therefore, since we are receiving a kingdom that cannot be shaken, let us be thankful, and so worship God acceptably with reverence and awe." I don't need another fun event to look forward to or to count down the days till I see someone I miss to get through the days, but I should take joy here and now, because of His love. That is the only thing worth living for.

I'm working two jobs now. When it rains it pours let me tell you! Life is very full and rich right now. And really really busy! It has been too long since I've just taken the time to even notice that the seasons are changing! I love Fall :) It is so sweet to cherish the remarkable natural capabilities that occur around us. He is the most amazing artist of all isn't He?

Wednesday

2009-07-01T16:37:00.002-04:00

So it has been too long my friends. I feel like I have been to the edge the world and back. In reality, I have just been in the south for the past two weeks. Two weeks ago I went on a summer trip with my church's youth group. It was a beautiful trip that God used to bring joy and encouragement into my own life and others. Let's just say He blessed me in ways I never saw coming. So humbling really. We did everything from painting entires houses to pulling weeds in a parking lot. God's mercy was displayed while we were being challenged at the same time. I really adore the girls in the group and have recently become full time staff. I am honored and excited to work in these kids lives. I would like to help awaken their passion for Christ and encourage them, by His mercy, to bring glory to His name. God is so good! Then, I went to Georgia for a wedding. It was a good time to bear fruit, though it can be difficult for me to connect with family and understand them I had a good time visiting with my grandpa at least. God knows it might be one of the last few precious times I may ever get to talk with him. So now I'm home and searching ever more severely for a job. Several things have come up and I'm excited. Can I just say its nice to be home? My hometown fireworks are Friday and it is one of my favorite times of the year. To gather with people you love and share in some of the neatest creations man as ever invented. Really, fireworks? Probably one of the best celebration forms ever. God bless America, or should I say America, bless God.

It's a dreary Wednesday and I am feeling a bit under the weather. I'm sitting in my room drinking hot green tea with honey while watching the chestnut tree outside. I love it when her leaves dance for me in the wind. Enjoy today dear ones.

Sharon den Adel

2009-06-11T15:56:00.002-04:00

So I found this wonderful video on youtube that really captures a lot about the band Within Temptation. Her voice live is just moving, and to see the band messing around shows how fun and passionate they really are! Anyways, I had to share this! Please enjoy!

Inspiring Women

2009-06-09T23:11:00.004-04:00

What I'm listening to:

Sharon den Adel is inspirational. I have admired Within Temptation for a long time and when it comes to female singers she is at the top of the list. Her strength and beauty is powerful and encouraging. This band is a blessing. Sharon sings from the heart. I'll share a little secret with you: if I could ever become half the singer she is it would be a dream come true. She brings a light and hope in her voice and character. And she just had her second baby! Family and music? Yes, she is a inspiration! Please look them up. Though they might not be your taste they are still worth a look for their incredible ability and passion!

What I'm Reading:

This book is really good. It is set just after World War 1 in London. It gives insight to the lives and fixings of women during that time. Virginia Woolf was such a beautiful and inspiring writer. She writes like a song, her pen flows and swings so smoothly. It has been refreshing after reading Whitman and Coelho. Both were rather pantheistic and philosophical. It's nice to lighten it up a bit! Which I am trying to do in my life this week as well. It has been hard since there really hasn't been any sun, but God is good and I can see clear skies ahead!

Taking Time

2009-06-06T23:14:00.005-04:00

What I'm reading:

What I'm listening to:

I got a new computer :)

It's really quite beautiful and and its fun piddling about on it. It's like making a new friend! Uh, not quite. Yes I may have less friends now since I've graduated, but I have not resorted to only confiding in electronics. I am not that big of a nerd. Yet. So I decided to take this entire month off. Real life can kick in later I think. Its nice to relax, think, and just be. Life has been good these days. Next week I am going to the Appalachian mountains in Tennessee. I'm staff for my church's youth group. We're hauling some precious knot nose kiddos down south to hopefully teach some humility and respect. It will be a chance to build houses, have a VBS, and become a part of a very poverty stricken community. I'm looking forward to it! Prayers are welcome :)

Coming Home

2009-05-26T20:19:00.003-04:00

What I've been listening to:
So Volbeat is a Danish rockabilly/metal/Jonny Cash sounding band that is revolutionary and they are quickly becoming one of my favorite bands. I got to know them when they were on tour with Nightwish and they are some incrediable gentlemen. I'm a huge fan and I can't get enough!

What I've been reading:
This book was recommended to me by a dear dear person and it is pretty interesting. Its kinda like a oriental version of the Little Prince. Very philosophical. I'm not that far, but I'll let you know how it is!

I've been home for 3 days. I kinda already feel ready to take flight. I am a bit scared to stay put too long, but at the same time it could be a good challenge to plant some roots. I think I might even enjoy myself! I've had a very productive day and I'm feeling quite nice about it. Today I got my first credit card, switched banks, joined my old gym (so excited), back on my diet, and sent in my applications! There are lots of things to do, to think, and see. I love Michigan. I think I'm happy here, for now...

Pockets empty. Rich in dreams!

2009-05-25T15:01:00.006-04:00

My highschool graduation four years ago!

Yeah. That would be a fake smile...

Yay!! That's me on the Platform...

Awe :)

Woohoo!

First I would like to recognize all the brave men and women who have fought for this great country of ours. Their dedication and determination has made our dreams of freedom come true. May God bless this country, but may I also urge America, bless God for giving us such a great nation and for the brave souls lost fighting for it.
So I graduated college Saturday. Is it weird that I really don't feel anything? No tears were shed and no hearts were broken, there was just the feeling of relief. Now a sort of numbness has set in. I could say I now feel the pressure of adulthood rest on my shoulders, but the thought of making something out of myself now is really OK with me! To put the education I have gained into good use would be great! I'm tired of being a parasite. Many think that once you leave college you are leaving so much behind and basically life stops (its really bad at Taylor, many think Taylor is the whole world), but I believe life is now going to begin! I want to get my hands dirty with experience. The adventure begins soon I think. Right now I am trying to make a few pennies before setting sail on wherever God would have me be. Whether at a bookstore in London or a church in Finland, whatever happens with this life is completely fine with me as long as it brings glory and honor to the Maker. So the pictures here on display are just a few from my big day. Yeah, the ceremony was about 3 hours long with about 2,500 people crammed into a room with no air conditioning. Awesome. If any of you so happen to think upon it at sometime I could really use a prayer or two about my future, especially in finding a job for the summer! Cheers friends, now go to the beach!
I plan on writing soon 'bout my little road trip East. Stand by! You're in for a treat! :)

Freakin A Monday

2009-05-11T16:33:00.000-04:00

So it would be a Monday today. When the sun rose this morning bittersweet feelings were also rising within myself. Bitter, because I still have two weeks left at this University. Sweet, because I only have two weeks left at this University. I am too tired to really care overall though. I had quite the past two weeks and it might take a good slap in the face and 24 hours straight of sleep to recover. Since the 1st of May I have been to Indiana, Michigan, Ohio, Pennsylvania, New York, Connecticut, New Jersey, Illinois, and Missouri. I'm a bit tuckered out, but I don't regret one second of it. In short, I just had one of the best weeks of my life. And even though I am now coming off a high and trying to process my life a bit I really have an inner smile beaming through all the time, because I am blessed beyond words. I hope to share some gooey details soon and maybe brag a bit of why my life is undeservingly great. Wow. I just made up a word. Is "undeservingly" a word? Whatever. It's Monday. I can so what I want. I graduate in two weeks. Only 3 papers, 1 presentation, and 3 finals to go. For the last time. What's that I smell you say? It's freedom...and it smells mighty fine!

Nightwish

2009-04-29T19:51:00.000-04:00

Nightwish is my favorite band.
Their music is defining a new genre and they are provoking the norm by creating something so beautiful and passionate and with such depth that it is amoungt the rare music gems in this world. I have had the privilege of seeing them in concert three times before. Yet this upcoming weekend I will be traveling to the east coast with a few other brave souls to support the band at three of their 10 gigs in this final US tour they are having. I've been looking forward to this for the past six months and the butterflies in my stomach are stirring like on Christmas morning. Only better. We leave tomorrow and our first stop is Hartford Connecticut, then New York New York, and last, but not least Allentown Pennsylvania. I can see a exciting adventure on the horizon! Argh matey! Looks like good times ahead!!

3 Years Ago

2009-04-26T12:49:00.000-04:00

I met Besty Smith Fall Break of my freshman year. She was a cool senior and my group leader on a trip to Mississippi for hurricane relief. We clicked right away. She was a type who could get along with anyone. She really took me under her wing and was simply a joy to be around. She was the one who told me to join Realife, the inner-city child's program that has been my biggest blessing at Taylor. I can only hope I was as half as good as she was with children. It was her gift, I took that picture of her in Mississippi (the top picture). Besty was always dancing about with a huge smile on her face; now on this very day she gets to dance with the angels and see the smile of God. She was such a gem and a real inspiriration. Everyone we lost on April 26th 2005 were incrediable indiviuals. The night before the acciedent Laurel hosted a bridal shower for a close friend of mine. We joked about underwear and cleaned the tables together. I remember thinking that night, "Wow, Laurel is so awesome, its so wonderful getting to know her." God called her home the very next day, because her time here was done, she did her job and her reward was waiting for her. The same with the others. Each so speacil and each so unique with real serving hearts. I am blessed to have known a few of them and the rest I know were amazing as well.
I can't believe it has been three years. It was a nightmare then and a dream now. It is good to reflect on all that happened sometimes, and how I do love this school and how God's grace was demonstrated to us and through us. That day changed my life forever and as I still cling to God and my friends around me I remember that He is good all the time and all the time He is good. Please pray for the victim's family this day. They still need peace.
It's a beautiful day. Laurel would have loved it :)

Beginning Goodbyes

2009-04-24T21:33:00.000-04:00

Hi :)

So this week as been rather interesting. Spring has come! The flowers are in bloom, the birds are singing, and yet, like how Wordsworth was, I've been a bit blue. Even with the beautiful sunshine out my thoughts have been somewhat cloudy. Unlike the Romantic poets though, I do not remain in a melancholy state long. :) It hit me earlier this week that I have less than a month at the college I've been attending for the past four years. My objective has been so clear since I can remember: finish school. Now that time has come to be done! Ah! Which can mean a lot of unpleasant changes have to happen. Goodbyes are unpleasant. I volunteer for an inner city child's program and Tuesday was the last time I would be with those kiddos. These were just a few of the sweet girls I got to know over the past months. So its been tough to leave them since I've been working there for the past two years. But I'm ready to take the bad with the good! I can't wait to be free honestly. Sorry this is a kinda a sad post, but that is what has been on my mind. I'm excited to start this blog! I'm also a bit distracted, because it's Friday night and I'm watching Zoolander. Ha! "I got the black lung pop!" Happy weekend everybody!